posted on Aug, 21 2009 @ 06:39 PM
Don't believe anything.
Nothing, not even your own conscious thoughts.
Know that arguing about a conspiracy benefits the perpetrators of such things, as now the argument itself usually is the distraction, bogged down with
speculation and arguments over pointless points.
And for those who say that this is a "hobby", well what the hell kind of hobby is it if that's how you look at it? I'm here because i'm pissed
off, as a kid i was oppressed by government, beat by cops put under surveillance, and basically was at war with these crooked devils who run things.
I was threatened, harassed, persecuted, denied education, and had my blood spilled on the concrete at the hands of the government. I was locked up,
told i was insane, then told i wasn't so i could stand trial in the injustice system for "acts of terrorism" that i didn't commit. All that was
before i even turned 16, and only happened because i questioned the system and fought for justice.
I've been beaten and robbed at gunpoint by cops more times than by "criminals", once having been jumped by the gang in blue in my front yard in
front of my mom when i was 14, all because i had a black shirt on and that made me a "match" for someone else.
So it really don't matter what you believe, because there's only injustice in the world and nobody does anything about it. I never had a chance at
a life that didn't involve being at war with the perpetrators of such injustice. For me, being a kid meant trying not to get killed by crooked cops
in a broken, crooked, toxic, hopeless world. From what i've seen all my life i can only accept this world as punishment or hell.
I've once in my life had a relationship along the lines of love, but it was more pain than anything else because i can't bring myself to ignore the
fact that whatever i build, it's only for the crooks and liars to tear down piece by piece while i pretend everything is okay, because it's not,
it's far from it. If i could give my life to make this a world where that's not reality, i'd do it this second, but even that won't matter and
i'd just be another body in the pile and a problem solved for these bastards.
At every step along the path of life i've encountered government opposition, since i was about 6 years old and was taken out of classes and tested by
the government, they came to the school and set up a dedicated room and ran a week's worth of tests on me, psychological, iq tests, grade placement
and college entrance type exams.
The only thing i have to believe in anymore is myself, anything more is belief in an illusion.