posted on May, 13 2004 @ 02:44 PM
I'm like this, too. It runs in the family.
Let me explain; we're a family of devout Christians, but when I decided to look into wiccan, I began to notice what was going on around my home--it
had always been this way, but never really payed attention. My teacher saw it as a black cloud that followed me, and both my older brother and father
are surrounded in. She doesn't see it as good. There's just something not right about us, and we are all VERY dominant people--all three of us
have the same general personality. It's kinda' like reality bends to our will, just because we are that stubborn. My brother's the worst.
This is a guy who is 18. He's married now. I'm 22, and dominant enough to lead my own friends around by the nose--highly manipulative--when I
bother to, they know what I'm doing. But I have always been the one to follow him around--as everyone does. He'd make a great politician. (His
wife says he's weird.) this is the same guy that, when in the middle of a fight, bent his advasary's face to the ground, scraped his cheek to the
bone, leaving cement groove-marks in the cheek. He never has been in trouble for the two time he did it--the other, he didn't stop there but started
peeling th poor boy's face off.
Anyway, I'm usually associated with a dragon because I'm so consuming. I like blood; I lke death; I like destruction...and so many other unhelathy
traits, that it's rediculous. I'd really love to pull someone's flesh apart with my teeth. I'm aware of how much a problem this can be, so I
keep it checked. Too many people trust me, and I am female--I like to moter things.
Now, do I think I'm like a reptillian? No, not quite, even though I do things a little weird.
If we wern't as in control of ourselves as we are now, all hell would have already broken loose where we live. I DO NOT think we are special; I
think we are abnormal and probably need help.