posted on Aug, 20 2009 @ 03:31 AM
I cant truelly explain what i mean in words, its a FEELING, moreso then a picture but i'll try my best.
I recently started realizing that THIS BODY that i am in...does not define who i am, and what i am.
Let me put it to you in a simple form. Today i was jogging, i felt great...my legs were great, but even moreso MY MIND was motivated...ready...and on
30 minutes into my jog, randomly i got a major cramp in my arch of my right foot. So much so i can barely walk (even right now)
Now see my MIND was on a different page than my body. Its these little deciding factors that come into my mind, and force me to realize wow...THIS IS
NOT WHO I AM. because this BODY cant run...but my MIND is ready and full.
Think of your BODY as a soul...and think of a car as your body.
Your body can have time, have money, have gas...
but if your CAR isn't ready to drive you anywhere...well then hey, i guess your body has to follow along with the car (hopefully you understand that
horribly confusing metaphor)
now to the topic at hand. Since i have been viewing myself as NOT in this body. I dont wake up and say hey im light skin, 5'8, with black hair, and
amazingly charming personality, with killer looks...haha ok well not the last part, but you get what im saying i dont define myself AS I LOOK or tHIS
now the weird/tricky part. every time i do something and say oh wow im not this body, EVEN ME WRITING THIS RIGHT NOW, i got this "WEIRD FEELING"
totally disconnecting from my body, and it seems as if i "remote view" myself...
i dont really SEE FROM MY EYES OR MY BODY, it seems as if im looking from a different perspective...and feeling goes away, i cant feel my body at all,
my senses leave me...it is at very random times. But basically i feel OUT OF THIS BODY for very brief moments, and then when i think "oh wow hey what
the hell is happening!?" i snap RIGHT BACK and realize ok your in this body nothing happened.
anyone experiencing something similar to this?
what says you?