Well, due to a Dr's mistake and arrogance, I lost my 2 year old niece. Shortly after, I lost my mother. She was only 53.
I'm sorry for your loss.
I appreciate your honesty, I have quite the story too, of how I killed my father.
Kind of, long story, i'm still drinking over. savvy?
If you can find a balance in this life, more power to you... my life, it seems there is no balance, from the things i've had thrown my way, My life after this tribulation, should be the most Awesome life of all, I just have to keep my motivation.
I feel for you, yet I do not know what it is like to be in your shoes. Noone does.
I appreciate thoughtful posts like the one you presented, feel free to remove it, if it's to personal many have before. Only if you feel that way though.