posted on Aug, 18 2009 @ 10:13 PM
I actually have the same story (essentially), which is what drove me to log in since god knows how long and post.
Although mine is slightly different. I was much more introverted because of my rather fulfilling Junior year in High School. Some of that was due to
lack of social skills, most of it, however, was due to my complete usurpation by conspiracy theory. Basically, I didn't find a good balance.
Over the summer, I met some girls, which served as the ultimate catalyst for 17 year old guy. Plus, it was a wake up call to just how badly I was
going to screw myself if I didn't change my attitude and personality.
So here I am, a far different person than when summer began; I am not nearly as cynical, I'm not on my tippy toes waiting for the world to end. I
think that the best anti-globalist weapon is to stop thinking about the rest of the world and deal with your life, your family, your friends.
A word to people like me; just stop caring about the world. Keep your friends and firearms close, but don't ever become bitter or fool yourself into
thinking you can save the world.
Good luck with your stuff OP.