posted on Apr, 25 2010 @ 05:48 AM
Originally posted by dgtempe
WHAT ARE THE ADVANTAGES TO BEING AWAKE? Has your life changed by your awakening? Do others listen to you? Do you feel safer being awake?
Now that you're awake, whats your next step?
I'll tell you i am awake. My life hasnt changed other than knowing that most of whats coming from the news is just propaganda. No matter what i do,
no one around me is interested in waking up. Oh, they know somethings wrong, but they would rather not know. It would be good if by my being awake,
i could wake up others. Its NOT working.
Now, i cannot continue preaching because i will alienate everyone from me. Its very frustrating
So, its like holding a secret, i want to have everyone know, but i am consumed by this secret which nobody wants to hear.
Are you following me?
I've been dropping info here and there and i get a look like, "there she goes again" Someone shut her up.
How do you people cope? My only way of coping is coming here and chatting with like minded folks. So what do i do with my AWAKENING?
I understand this so completely. There must be many of us who can identify with what you said. And also, I have thought to myself...why wake them up?
I remember the shock and the despair and the torrid range of emotions I experienced as I advanced in knowledge. Why would I want others to feel this
trauma and upheaval, especially as I have no answers or solutions to give them back their sense of peace that everything will "be all right".
I have come to the conclusion that there must be a personal desire and motivation, an unquenchable thirst to know the truth. Many others are
complacent with the mundane. You can't "tell" someone the truth because it is an individual journey and many of these people have been modeled
through the years not to ask questions. Some have been conditioned to accept that some questions are just "unanswerable".
Sometimes I will give little snippets of information; if a person is interested they will explore it. If not, well, I haven't been dogmatic or
Are CT's a special breed? I'd like to think so. We are the ones who have never stopped asking "...but, why?" Will there be a "price to pay" for
the things we know? Can we change the future by our knowing?
Bible scriptures contain many warnings to those who seek to discover the truth. Eve's sin was in reaching for the 'fruit' of knowledge. The serpent
promised that she would know as much as God. The price was death.
The Tower of Babel was an allegory of people coming together with a common purpose to "see into the heavens"; to know who and what God is. The price
was destruction of their civilization. The scriptures say that at the crucifixion of Jesus, the veil in the temple was rent (torn). This is a metaphor
describing that Jesus exposed the operations of what was behind the curtain, or veil. Again, we know the price paid for seeing too much and talking
So are these stories intended to intimidate people who are "knowing" into silence and complacency? If there are enough of us to challenge it, could
we not change the outcome of the future of civilization?
Back to your question 'what can you do with your awakening?' I suggest what someone here termed as "culture jamming". If your family won't
listen, then take it elsewhere. Maybe slip bits of info into magazines in public places. Post info about ATS and pin it on a public bulletin board
with website info. There are ways to get word out to many more. Maybe if your family begins to hear others talking about some of the same things you
have mentioned...they may start to listen. After all, a prophet is never appreciated in his own country.