posted on Dec, 4 2009 @ 09:48 AM
If i may, i'd like to ask,
WHAT ARE THE ADVANTAGES TO BEING AWAKE? Has your life changed by your awakening? Do others listen to you? Do you feel safer being awake?
Now that you're awake, whats your next step?
I'll tell you i am awake. My life hasnt changed other than knowing that most of whats coming from the news is just propaganda. No matter what i do,
no one around me is interested in waking up. Oh, they know somethings wrong, but they would rather not know. It would be good if by my being awake,
i could wake up others. Its NOT working.
Now, i cannot continue preaching because i will alienate everyone from me. Its very frustrating
So, its like holding a secret, i want to have everyone know, but i am consumed by this secret which nobody wants to hear.
Are you following me?
I've been dropping info here and there and i get a look like, "there she goes again" Someone shut her up.
How do you people cope? My only way of coping is coming here and chatting with like minded folks. So what do i do with my AWAKENING?
One more thing, i am a trustworthy person, and not a head case. My friends and family respect me, but NOT when it comes to this.
[edit on 4-12-2009 by dgtempe]