Welcome to ATS Furzball. I've only been here myself a few days....
In regards to your dreams - I've been trying to keep track of mine lately and I picked up a highly recommended dream book. Here's what it's
got:
PARALYZE: Temporarily unable to function well, see clearly, due to fear.
PUZZLE: Not seeing the whole picture, only pieces of your life puzzle. Thinking of life as a puzzle; lacking clarity. Center energies, focus,
concentrate on the problem and the answer will be there.
Sorry for the jumble - english is not this book's first language. But I have found it to be quite spot on when trying to figure out what's going on
with my own mess of imagery.
Again, welcome, and best of luck with the puzzle!