posted on Aug, 15 2009 @ 12:21 AM
I tell you what; I spent most of my twenties and thirties misserable as hell, hating myself, worried about the future, deep depression..
Along the way I faced some demons, sorted myself out, went back to the demons for another round....you do come to a point sometimes where you go, damn
it, thats enough. i dont think anyone is happy all the time. but i'm at the point in my life where i cant be BOTHERED being unhappy any more.
Two weeks ago i walked out of my job, with enough money for maybe six weeks. Jobs aer scarce where i live, the future aint too s**t hot..but.. and
this is the truth.....I wake up every day, open the curtains and think how freaking great it is to be me, right here right now. the Future hasnt
happened so Im just gonna be here now, cos thats ALL THERE IS.