posted on Aug, 9 2009 @ 10:02 PM
My grandmother, my father’s mother, also came to Pat. She told me that when I would meditate how I would feel something on my cheek and that was my
grandmother gently touching me. At this point I knew my family loved and protected me from the other side. Through the years so much has been
forgotten but so much was forged into my heart.
By this time my understanding was far removed from anything taught to me as a child attending a Southern Baptist Church, but this still left much
room for knowledge and spiritual growth. I had read everything concerning reincarnation and spirituality that I could put my hands on, up to three
books per week as this had turned into an obsession for truth. I found that there were no more books on the shelves that I had not read in these
matters. But then my life took a drastic change in how you learn and who is teaching you. A lady named Mrs. DeRosa was the next guest medium at the
Horley Spiritualist Church. I was so fascinated and understood how important these messages given were to those receiving them that I had been video
taping the events. Mrs. DeRosa’s story was unlike anything I had heard before, I could not take my eyes off her. She was a Jewish lady that had
cancer, was given three months to live and heard about this holy man in India named Sathya Sai Baba. Her last wish was for this holy man to bless a
sentimentally valuable ring that she owned. After flying to India with her husband, they found this Sai Baba and attended what is called darshan, the
seeing of a holy one. Baba simply touched her arm as he went by and immediately she could feel this energy surge from the top of her body through the
bottoms of her feet and was unable to move until it was completed. She was certain everyone else had seen this as well, but no one saw anything. She
could see his aura which was golden and showed past the horizon with no end in sight. Her body that was riddled with cancer was now cured by the time
she arrived back in England. And what do you think happened to this recording; the audio did not take. It was the only audio that had not taken in
all of my video sessions. Mrs. DeRosa told me this man was an Avatar, God incarnated in human form.
How can you make such a statement and not have your feet put to the fire? After arriving home, my wife went to bed and it was time for me to
question this God man. I put a chair in front of me and said out loud that I have questions you need to answer. He never showed. Hmmm, some God.
Well, sometime in the next week or so I had two experiences known as Samadi by the Hindus. This is basically you becoming one with God. I was the
chair, the floor, the house, my neighbor, the earth, the universe, all time including present, past and future, all dimensions both seen and unseen.
I was God. It is not an experience that you can do anything with, such as pull information back from the universal mind but you know everything while
there. Once you have had this experience it is embedded into your soul and no matter what the duress it cannot be removed. You now understand that
the bulk majority of what you were taught is a lie. There is no man with a long flowing beard and staff waiting to condemn you to the bowls of hell
because you committed one sin or don’t believe in this religion or that….it’s all a lie. This is the highest teaching, this is what those in
charge do not want you to know or understand.