posted on Aug, 9 2009 @ 01:17 AM
As life goes on, the ranks of the dead people that you knew earlier -- friends, relatives, and others -- grows and grows. That's part of life.
When I was younger I lived a pretty wild life and lots of my friends had, shall we say, "unhealthy habits." Most of them are dead now. Actually,
dead years ago; most of them never made it out of their 20s. But looking back its strange how sharp they stand in my mind. One of my best friends
O.D.'d maybe 15 years ago and I still think about him constantly...it was a big blow to lose a close friend and effected me far more than I thought
I feel their presences even though it has been years and years, I feel their ghosts hovering around me and their ranks swell...life is a sad affair.