posted on Aug, 13 2009 @ 06:21 PM
reply to post by Rams59lb
They've actually got me in a school for kids with problems and they want to sent me to a different school for kids with problems because I don't fit
into their cookie cutter description of whatever neurosis they thought I had. This school is run by those types. It's suffocatingly negative and
everybody is miserable. Many of the kids there are Indigo children, but there are also many more who really are "problematic" and the difference
between the two is obvious to anybody paying attention. Go into any of the classes and you'll get the "one of these things is not like the other"
feeling pretty quick. Too many of the staff behave unprofessionally also. I get caught up in a lot of the negative energy very easily. It's hard to
stay sane in an environment like that, but I've made great progress keeping it together. My parents aren't very hepful, so I've ended up raising
myself for the most part. It's given me great practice at patience and endurance.
It's a lot easier for Indigo Children to get along if they incarnate as a girls, which is why most of them are female. I picked a boy, because I like
challenges. We look a little like Chinese lanterns before we incarnate, balls of conscious energy. I remember this acutely, choosing my parents before
I was born. Some of my friends who are minimally drugged can recall this also, particularly if they stop taking the pills for a while. They've been
brainwashed into believing they need the drugs is the problem. I was just the same, but it got to the point where I got tired of having to medicate
myself every morning and wanted to be free. Of course, withdrawal was painful and I lost it a couple times during that time. I was over the worst of
it after a week though, but I managed to get expelled from my school and moved to this other one in Sherman Oaks in that week.
As for the rest… well, I haven't read the book, but I know about The Family and I know that the reason why it's called The Family, because most of
its real membership is related by blood. I also know that most of them want to get out, but they're afraid. When the time comes that their existence
becomes known to the public, we need to be prepared to accept these people with open arms, because the vast majority of them are victims of this cult
who were born into it. Only a select few are really, truly negative. Think of it like the German Army and SS towards then end of WWII. Most of them
are just kids who got forced into it.
We are all very fortunate to be alive right now. This civilization is about to rediscover what it really is to be human. I was born with an innate
understanding of it and reminded of it many times. It's a very different feeling than what most people consider human. Only a few elements are shared
in common. If you were presented with a comparison between the social ideal or status quo of a man and a woman and the true, archetypal
representations of a man and a woman which are encoded, what we consider manly or womanly are nothing but a perversion, a mockery of what it is to be
human. It doesn't exist in mainstream culture, yet.
It is a wonderful time to be alive, bearing witness to the final days of the awakening. 2009 is the year when it starts to get good. You'll see in a
few months. The money's gonna come back and we'll all learn something new and exciting. Wait and see.