That all sounds pretty whacked dude. But strangely familiar. I too have recurring dreams about how the world will end and also have had visions and
have encountered and heard spiritual energies. Now I'm not someone who goes looking for this kind of stuff and never really believed in much but only
through my encounters have I had the benefit of "seeing is believing". I also considered that there was something wrong with me in ways I didn't
understand and nearly attempted to seek professional therapy for it. I'm glad to say that the things I experienced WEREN'T in my head and if I DID
go with therapy, could have possibly been worse off and had not turned out into the person that I've grown to today.
If instances like the other day look like they might be a continuing problem to you or others, definately get help and rectify it. It's not your
fault. If you do seriously feel that other forces may be at work. There's a reason for it and it's up to you to solve that. And with strong will and
confidence that your body is your temple and nothing elses, you will get through it. However bad it gets, just try to assess the situation and
"out-think" your fear.
Hope I've been of some help. I don't usually deal with these kind of things.