posted on Aug, 13 2009 @ 05:37 AM
Originally posted by expedionphi
You know, I might aswell give my thoughts to it and see if maybe people can relate to it, which I think alot of will. A description of the awakening
taking place in real life, like we perceive it.
The way I've been noticing my mind shift was very remarkable and I am still undergoing the proces. It feels like thoughts are coming to a zero speed
and there is an atmosphere that I feel that is involved in thought process that gives the feel of distance to thoughts. The feeling of a thought that
slows down more and more and becomes more and more visible for the conscious I at its brightest intensity. It feels like an awakening you would
experience during a lucid dream, the shift that involves being convincing to yourself that triggers the lucidity. This seems to be present to in the
awakening procest. It's like realizing that the I (eye) is observing this waking life, is the same I that goes into dream. We realize our true
position in life which is the I (eye). And that is in more of a travel in images then in actual physical motion. Just like dreams, it's all a play of
images (thoughts). This is coming to a halt I feel, that everything is slowly giving itself up and we start to realize that control we had the whole
time and our so called control base in life. And alot of people get a bit depressed because of the feeling of being too much in the now with the
waking mind. It feels a bit too much at first and they end up having questions like: How can I live like this the whole time. Because of it's
intensity in lucidity
I'm curious if there are other people that can relate themselves to my short observation for now that I have shared as I don't have much time right
now to get fully into it. But if there are people there that can relate to this, which I'm sure they can. Please let know, share your feelings and
thoughts about it cause I've noticed that this is important at the moment for people to not feel confused about it.
Good thread! S&F
I know exactly what you mean. A year ago, i never would have thought of things like this...a year ago i had no religion...i had no "faith" i didnt
want to die...but i never questioned my real meaning here...what happens after this...is there a REAL THIS? and if there is what is it? is this real?
what if this was just a bad dream?
i remember when i was 11...it was the day i got my retainer removed (yes nerdy i know)...i had a dream that i seen the future...it was only a few
hours or days into the future (IN MY DREAM) but when i woke up from that moment...i felt as if, THIS WORLD...was the fake world. That the dream i was
in, was real..and this reality was a made up fake one. Its amazing that, every time i think of time, or dreaming..>EVER SINCE THAT DAY i have always
though...wow what i woke up THAT DAY, and i seen everything that i have experienced now. I do not know why that dream impacted my thoughts so
much...to wonder what is reality, and what truelly isn't.
Anyhow...these days (especially the past few months) its been hard for me to "understand" time on this earth. Sounds funny but, simply put...it
feels as if "TIME" as sped up...i will think about what i did 24hours prior to the moment, and i literally say to myself wow i KNOW 24 hours
"passed" but...it only felt like its been 8 hours or so...
Sounds crazy but its true. I can sleep in for hours, or i can get 4 hour sleep. I can wake up at all different times, or have a steady sleep schedule.
I can have a full day worth of things to do, or i can have absolutely NOTHING and just sit around. Yet the feeling is the same, that time has SHIFTED,
and is speeding up so fast.
Has anyone heard anything about this?