reply to post by Stillalive
Can I ask a question, if you dont want to answer just ignore it.
Why would you want to join anything? why would you want to give yourself up to a heirarchy? when your on step one, looking up and having to climb your
way through other peoples ideals?
Find your own feet, walk your own path, dont look to other people to make you feel as though your part of something. Try looking next door or down the
street, find people who are just like you and become friends, you'd owe them nothing and would never have to prove yourself to get into a position
you feel comfortable with.
You want to be enlightened. Go out, look around you, make yourself the best you can be and be happy with it, you dont need someone else to pat you on
the back and tell you, "Your good, your just not as good as the guy next to you, an hes no where near as good as me".
Masons, illuminati, governments, armies, churches even working to an extent. there all there to make you feel your ranked crap out of a big steaming
pile.
Be yourself, id like you for it.

