reply to post by gravitybender
when I was about 16 I had 2 very very terrifying "Holocaust Dreams" wherein I witnessed not the end of the world, but rather a new world of a
negative polarity. I watched as everyone around me blindly allowed the world to turn (to over simplify) from a good world, to one of pure evil. I
was unable to help or advise or do anything but watch, and I seemed to be the only one. These dreams were so terrifying and real that I was unable to
shake the feeling of dread that they caused for hours and hours. since then I almost never remember my dreams.
Recently though I find myself waking up with an intense sense of needing to research something, to learn. For instance, a few days ago I felt it
necessary to research chemtrails, I hadn't given them any thought previously but I just knew that I needed to do some reading. Obviously, i started
looking at the sky and seeing them everywhere and hanging low in the sky for hours. A day or two later I felt the need to be rid of them and I
discovered "sylphs" which apparently can be summoned with a prayer to dissolve the chemtrails. this morning I prayed for the chemtrails to go away
and within 15 minutes the trails were gone. coincidence? Maybe.
in the past few months as I am falling asleep, I frequently undergo a light sleep paralysis, with closed eyes I see a star field and impressions will
appear in my line of "sight". These impressions might be of faces I do not recognize or people I do not know. On a few occasions, I have seen a
demonic face with glowing eyes. I was raised agnostic by my parents and so have no prior religious imagery lurking in my unconscious. A few days
after seeing the demonic impression I recognised this same image in a video about the illuminati (a topic which I had never seen a video about prior).
On one occasion, I felt that there was a "presence" in my apartment, nothing that was visible, but a presence nonetheless.
Last night I closed my eyes, felt my body weigh down and began to see the 'starfield" that has become very very common for me. An image of a
seemingly compassionate grey alien appeared to me. I asked it "what do they want", a moment later, an image of a snake slowly appeared, reared back
and sprung at me, biting my shoulder without letting go. I felt as if I was being pinned by the shoulder and held down. I felt that I was being
attacked. I told it to let go once, and then again more forcibly until it did. I had to force myself to open my eyes, got up and had a cig before
going back to bed.
I'd love to know what it all means.
edit: I did remember a dream not that long ago. I was quite vivid about a gentleman that I had not seen in a few years. 2 days later he came into
my work to visit me...He lives on the opposite side of the country.
[edit on 27-7-2009 by Tamale_214]