posted on Jul, 20 2009 @ 08:31 PM
I just want to give an update on my "awakening". I believe that since that I have been awakened I am starting to see things as they really are. I
would first like to thank those who have already posted in the thread offering me encouragement to look into this stuff more. I want to get off a few
things off my mind about what I think about being awake now, as, opposed to how I felt before, what it feels like, and what it really means so you
have a picture as to where I am right now.
I used to only see part of the conspiracy. I used to call them conspiracy theories. I know that there are very integral forces in our society which
are in a constant struggle against each other. Classes against classes. The elites against the average joe. Big business working together with big
government to eliminate the middle men and small business people.
I used to only be only aware of a small part of it. I used to only see tiny pieces of this grand conspiracy- this grand lie that is called life. I
used to only be partially aware of this conspiracy, or, partially aware of this strange thing that is called life, and the forces underlying the
forces that drive it, and control it. I believe that I have been able to say things that I haven't been able to before, that I can see what things
really are- not as some really important issue, but as trivial things, meant to distract us from this woven web of confusion- that is simply put there
to make as part of this whole web of life to keep us occupied- or entertained.
I think that it is quite obvious that there are people out there who want to control the masses. I've been quite aware of that for quite some time.
I however do believe that I have reached a higher sense of awareness than I was at before, and, now I have more fully awakened, because now as opposed
to just analyzing people's motives, or actions in history- and- in life... I can sense why it is they're doing what they're doing. I don't need
to be told that I'm being lied to. I know that a lot of people in our federal government are quite corrupt, and, not too many of them, seem to do
I believe that my higher sense of alertness, of my enlightenment, now comes from how I am starting to see society. I believe I have more of a
complete understanding about how the elite manipulate people, I have more of an understanding about how the nation is swept up into rapid states of
panic over small news stories, that don't really mean much... they're coaxed into wanting a solution (problem reaction solution). I am more alert
as to how people believe what they're told. I see institutionalized brainwashing as a problem. This needs to stop. One of the problems lies within
the fact that the masses are conditioned so much during school that they stop being creative, and, they essentially end up just being obedient slaves
to their masters- but I see this not as a flaw of capitalism, but, rather just as something that needs to be changed. I think that in order to better
the state of the world that will have to change, and, more creativity will have to be allowed in schools for the one human civilization to
I view civilization as one human civilization, with, different parts. Each different civilizations have their own means and ways of doing things.
There seems to be constant forces in each and all different groups or sub-sectors of civilizations. There also seems to be similar mechanisms that
which the population is controlled in each of them, and, there seems to be similar causal and effect relationships between actions and reactions by
various groups of society.
I think I'm getting closer and closer to the truth. I think that society needs a lot of change. We need to change how things are. I don't think
we necessarily need to get rid of everything. One of the things I'm starting to see is how stupid all of us can be, or, how silly we can be, at
times when we least want to be stupid, or, when we think we're making a good choice. The human race needs to be smarter. We need to move past
I feel a lot more closer to the truth now than I was before. I don't know how to explain it. I say the more people who know the truth the better.