Well, this sounds like I should take a pill, but here goes.
My father died of canser in 2000, since then I have dreamt about him and that we do things together, and the ultra wierd part is that when I wake up,
it feels like I have spent time with him..
This happends all the time, and more and more often now these last 8 or 9 months, dont know why, but ....
About two weeks ago, I dreamt that every thing around us started to turn black, like some one was removing the details from earth.
Things started to slide side ways and started to rumble more and more, light became so intense that it burned strait into the brain, closing eyes
All of the sudden , I was back at my house, but it was bigger, yet the same, no feeling of restraints at all,free, new computer was there, which
looked like from another world, I felt heavenly, but then, my wife called my to the living room, she was in utter fear, my father was there,alive,he
was smiling and had happy eyes, I started to get sick inside when I felt I should ask him what he was doing here, he sayd, We are together now.
The chills I had is still embedded in me, the smile though, the smile told me, something has changed,something has happend here and it was good.
Then the horrific truth presented it self: I was not convinved that all was good, so i asked him agian in another manner: WHERE have you been till now
? Those happy Eyes turned into a pool of fear and pain, he stared me strait in the eyes and sayd : I so want to tell you, but the horror of it will
ruin you.. The happy moment turned into h3ll, utterly nothing but tears and feeling of Evil that never would let go ..
I get chills just writing about it..I was left with the feeling that he had been 'looking in' all the time since he left here for real, and the
horrible thing he wanted to tell me but couldnt, was that he constantly was seeing what hes children was doing..When ever, no matter ...
If it is proof of after life, Im not to say , but I still fear that day when I die that I get confronted with what I have done here...