posted on Jul, 18 2009 @ 05:41 AM
Other women don't bother me, it is not their fault if a guy checks them out.
The only time I have worried about it (him, not them) is when the you know what is goooood. If not, for some reason I don't care if a guy looks.
Therefore, with me, it must be a physical thing., not so much mental.
ok, yes I have gone mental over a situation like this and it was an unstoppable, scary feeling. The loss of control, heart racing like a maniac,
panic uhhg. Pure selfishness. Tossed a cup of hot coffee on a bfs lap once for doing such a thing. lol nuts. We laugh about it now if I talk to
him., Wasn't so funny then. I walked out in a huff, he chased me in the car to come back kinda game-playing. Dumb with a capital D.
I found out later he only did that purposely to make me feel that way. I have learned (I hope) since not to allow someone to play with my
jealous-growly-instincts like that ever again.
[edit on 18-7-2009 by suzque66]