posted on Jul, 16 2009 @ 01:24 AM
I have the same thing with my vision in dreams. I feel like I am really #ed up on some hard drugs, a very dissociated feeling. I always think im just
high I never bother to question if its a dream, lol. I seem to have a very low awareness while I dream, like I am a child in some sense, not quite
fully developed. I never really have been able to catch myself dreaming, even if I am flying around or floating out of my body, it all just seems so
real I don't bother to question it.
Anyway, I have been writing my dreams down recently and noticing trends in dreams. Especially re-reading the dreams later in the day, I see things
which I missed earlier. I am at least able to be aware of my dream trends, the common themes and places (many of them are "reoccuring" dreams), and
especially the names of people. I encounter people in my dreams (many old friends) and I look them in the eye, there is something very "Real" when I
do this, like the same feeling of connection when looking into the eyes of a physical being.
Anyway, back to your dream..
I deffinately do not think it is showing you what your life should be. I think it is showing you something about the uniqueness of yourself as an
actor in this Play of Life. You were the one chosen with a specific role to do "not so nice" things and you had the fundemental understanding that
it was all just a Play.. It seems that you know this deep down inside of you because you were able to do those things you did and know that it is just
a game. Even if everyone else in the dream forgot, you still had the fundemental understanding of what was going on. Its all a game.. we play because
we enjoy it. Sometimes we take the game too seriously and forget that it is a game. Death is an Illusion. We tend to forget that and see it as "bad"
because we dont understand what happens after death. Dreams offer a gateway into general concepts of "reality." Are we in some sense, children
playing a game?
So, I hope this helps you some. If you are interested in this stuff, I really recommend logging your dreams and observing trends. Ill be happy to help
you out anymore too if you want. Also, sorry if I am coming off as arrogant in my response, in some sense I don't feel right "interpreting" other
peoples dreams. I feel a really good connection with you though, thanks again for sharing. Time to go l@@k at Stars now =).
Sweet dreams ?