reply to post by mellisamouse
Well we are not alone.
I went threw the bunny hole in the 90's.
I delt with flashbacks & ongoing conchise abductions along with my family for decades.
At one point I could not handel the ever increaseing flachbacks.
I looked for help.
I was assisted by Mufon.
I have a perspective that might be helpful.
I found that the Military & Mufon offers for help.
Might in fact be 2 barrels of the same shot gun.
They did help me at no direct finical cost to me.
They did get their pound of flesh although.
There objective is to get you in the Box so to say.
It worked for me.
I am now in a realitive lull.
There are no answers from them though.
Just vailed treats.
Or a knowing smile & pat on the head.
We can help one another if we act without malice.
We can have effect if we sit unwilling to be provolked.
The truth is the truth.
I know what it is to question your own memories.
Do you trust what your being told?
Do you trust what you remember?
I have the addional benifit that most of us dont.
I was part of multiable abductee wakeing abduction.
I was in the Military & there were many witness's on and off base.
My wife has been there with me in a few.
So she has been there along with me.
She deals with it by internalizeing it.
I am more vocal.
I dont know your situation,
but feel that you need to know that there are others out here.
Any confort, advice or frendship you need is within yourself.
I am willing to talk anytime.
You are right.
Proff for the mass's is futal.
Presonal truth although is another matter.
I praryed asking for some form of conformation.
I was questioning my own sanity.
Even with my wifes support & conformation.
Maybe its a guy thing.
I needed something in my hand.
It was given to me in the form of white leaves on a decidious tree in my yard after a herendious abduction series that I and my family were going
threw. Who says god has no sence of humor.
Mufon gathered samples.
The investigator tore off with a Black Helocopter zooming just over the tree tops after him.
Feel free to drop me a note anytime.
1 101010 Watcher
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