posted on Jul, 9 2009 @ 09:14 PM
I've met a lot of people in my short time being here and I wish I could say that the world is full of really good people. In no way am I trying to
being a raincloud to this thread to rain on all of your happiness (because in my life up until this point and probably beyond I've been known to be
an embodiment of all things negative), but I really cannot bring myself to thinking that society is dominated by people with kind thought. It'd be
the ideal environment to be in, but seriously, these days it seems only a few people want to be kind, or the only people that want to be kind to you
will be the people that will expect something in return, or want something from you.
This sort of act ends up just becoming soul draining and they end up getting a lot out of you while you're left with nothing, sometimes even less
than what you had to begin with emotionwise. I'd go so far as to call myself highly sensitive and it's only something I've recently discovered in
the past year or so.
I'm pretty far from being a perfect being, but these days I try. I'm not exactly outside trying to make the world better place, but at the same time
I'm not inflicting misery on anyone with words or physical harm. What I do, however, find myself being called over and over again is "negative" and
all sorts of other stuff which I find quite sickening considering I'll be called this by people who aren't exactly the best human beings themselves.
Constantly I'll be told to look in the mirror if I make a judgement, but I couldn't really care about myself anyway, and I'm fully aware that I'm
also the type of person I despise, and I've no right to be judgemental, but half of the time I do judge a persons personality over three quarters of
the time I'm correct.
This rant feels somewhat unnecessary and probably even strays away from the topic completely, but I guess what I'm trying to say is that I do try my
best to treat others with as much respect as I can, putting them before me in most circumstances. Some notice, but most don't and most won't even
give a crap about your respect for them and will go to any length to disrespect you.
I'd very much like to see disrespectful people ended.