Firstly, to the op, the story is gripping and well told.
Antar, obviously it is rather clear that you believe this event to have taken place. There has been many posters, with many different theories, all of
wich seems just as plausible as your story, taken into account there is no way to proof it true, or otherwise.
The fact is that you believe it to be true, and felt like sharing it. I, however, have my doubts.
In view view this is a case of a traumatic experience that you might have had while being around that impressionable young age. Another poster (which
seems to know you rather well), have stated that you have not had the easiest of lives, while younger.
It is rather common for a young person, who have suffered some sort of very stressful, and traumatic ordeal, to try and make sense of it later on in
life. This often manifests in stories similar to this. I do believe that this is a way for the mind of the person to try and cope with it, a sort of
safety mechanism, to try and make sense of whatever might have happenned.
The way in wich your story is written, is very flamboyant, with lots of in depth discriptions of rather mundane things, done in a way to add dramatic
effect to the story, to make it more vivid more real. It is this way of "dressing up" the story, in wich my doubt lies. Obviously you had some kind of
experiece, which was rather traumatic, but your mind is trying to convert it into something else, a story, with lots of details. It is done this way,
so that you, yourself, can read it for exactly what it is, a story, for you to comprehend.
Although i do not believe the story as such, i do believe something have happenned to you back then. This story is the "romantisized" version, of
those events. Further i find it amazing how you can related all these things, that happenned in the span of one evening, in such vivid detail and
In conclusion, i thank you for posting this story, and feel that it is something that might have been bothering you for quite some time. Sometimes it
is better to just get it out, than to keep it inside. Like with all stories though, little pieces gets added in as time progress, until eventually, it
is a mere shadow of the real event.
Knowingly putting a story such as this up on a public forum, where you know that ridicule might indeed be the order of the day, takes some effort and
a strong conviction in yourself. It is because of this reason, that i believe, you sincerely believe this to be the truth.
I thank you for the time to post this, and wish you all the best.
edit on 18-7-2011 by VreemdeVlieendeVoorwep because: typo's, the bane of my existence.
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