Originally posted by antar
Ok so reading from a book of wisdom last night the word Symbology came through. So talk to me about how you see the symbology of this story from your perspective?

TY.

I thought it would come to you.

May I u2u you?

Not only does evil walk among us; it also dances, prances, gambols, minces, pirouettes, jigs, tiptoes, and skips merrily among us.

Hello Antar,
very wonderfull and frightening experience that you have lived through. Wonderfull because you have overcome it and have learned from it. Remember no one can experience exactly what you have nor vice versa. All things are necessary and are from First Light.

You mention that you have not yet found compassion for such beings. I do have compassion for these and all things that are created... (no not a 'literal' hippee tree hugger LOL). You see First Light is not emotional but is emotions! First Light is not evil or good for it is above both and is but concepts or system for learning... It simply stays the source unmoving never changing no begining no end, no name what so ever for that is perfect humiliation. Now the God that is masculine is that which came to being when creation happened, it is only logical that femanine also came into being when creation happened. This is the heavenly family or what I call the true trinity! (first light and the logical Father/Mother). But unconditional love is something we have touched on, when you begin to understand what it truely is then you realize how hard it is to achieve. Unconditional love is incorruptible. When you can love this being for what it's purpose and reason for being is, now that you have a long time ago passed your test, then you are above and beyond any attacks. You have to also remember that there is nothing that First Light can not fix. Even return such beings to the time of innocense (when all things dispersed from First Light with beginings of 'existense' or experiencing).

Always remember equality!
Thank you again for this recantation of a very important time in your life.
May you overcome all of the 'tests' you may have in place before you.
Peace and Harmony through Unconditional LOVE!

i]Originally posted by constantine 70

Hello Antar,
very wonderful and frightening experience that you have lived through. Wonderful because you have overcome it and have learned from it. Remember no one can experience exactly what you have nor vice versa. All things are necessary and are from First Light.

Well, here's the thing, although each persons path is never the same much like our finger prints, it is always best when these types of experiences are lived by the few rather than the many.

I know that there are others out there who have experienced what I did, perhaps to differing degrees and at different timelines, but I just sense it.

You mention that you have not yet found compassion for such beings.

You will have to quote me on that because without complete compassion the experience could not have happened. This does not mean I am or was faultless, just compassion works on many levels, for instance if I see a wounded animal writhing in the road, I can stop turn back assess the situation and if there is no hope kill it. Just as Jesus took the whip into his hand, the hand was of compassion, the hand of true compassion has the power to heal or kill.

First Light is not evil or good for it is above both and is but concepts or system for learning...

I do know this, as long as you remain the student of life, you never have to take full responsibility for life.

It simply stays the source unmoving never changing no beginning no end, no name what so ever for that is perfect humiliation.

Then it is already dead, stagnant unmoving, your own words. Life is a constant , it is a flow. Always changing moving reaching to the higher peaks and accepting the valleys of the lower as well, without constraint or judgement.

In awareness there can be no humiliation only in the recesses of mans history, his religious dogma, the imposed.

Now the God that is masculine is that which came to being when creation happened, it is only logical that feminine also came into being when creation happened. This is the heavenly family or what I call the true trinity! (first light and the logical Father/Mother).

Human ideas, lower dimensional imprisonment. Again more male induced illusions to keep the truth from you, to replace one form of mind control with another, seeking outside yourself without having to take responsibility.

But unconditional love is something we have touched on, when you begin to understand what it truly is then you realize how hard it is to achieve. Unconditional love is incorruptible.

How many Giant Angels have come to your aid in alternate realities/dimensions? Do you really think that if i was not connected at the source, I could have possibly lived through the experience, or been surprised with an actual Warrior Angel at my back?

When you can love this being for what it's purpose and reason for being is, now that you have a long time ago passed your test, then you are above and beyond any attacks. You have to also remember that there is nothing that First Light can not fix. Even return such beings to the time of innocence (when all things dispersed from First Light with beginnings of 'existence' or experiencing).

I visited the lions den at the zoo long ago, and I felt for their captivity, but that does not mean I will walk into the cages and surrender myself out of pity, what good does that do?

If you knew the level of hate and the heinous crimes upon all of this earth from this being and his minions, then you would understand there is a point where I do not have to love that being, no, but I can stay within a neutral zone non judging and understanding.

My love is deep, and I have not even begun to touch the surface. Not to worry.

No one in this dimension is safe, no one will be when the shifts come. Until that time, people like myself will continue to battle the forces of our inner souls, our hearts and our minds as well as the energies which continue to attach and attack.

It is not like cleansing your soul once in the refreshing waters of purity, it is a full time job, just to not allow the energies to sway you over in thought and deed. Planet earth is a difficult place to be, it is both heaven and hell, and you are right the best place to be is in the middle neither good or evil.

It is very nice to see you again, I friended you from the first time we met on these boards.

[edit on 13-8-2009 by antar]

My interpretation of this story, is not that it isn't true, but a defense mechanism of something horrible that happened in your past. Maybe the "dark man" was someone who raped your, or your friend. I only got to about the 12th page, so I didn't real all the explanations, but to me I think what you are telling is true, you experienced it...but the physical was something completely different....ranging from child neglect, to rape, to molestation at a young age. I dated a female who was molested at a young age, and she would assign fairy tales to such events or assign "dark figure" to a certain someone that was in her life that was detrimental.

Hi, just wanted to dust this off and bring it back out for consideration, last night I heard on coasttocoastam Nick Redfern discussing demons and their presence on earth and how the Military has been doing experiments and interacting with them.

Now I was asleep for most of it, but when you have had experiences such as described in this thread, it does tend to lend validation at least personally, for what I have gone through and from the sounds of what I did catch of last nights show, am very fortunate to be alive after such a battle on so many levels.

I am actually going to re up on my c2c account just to listen to what he had to say, so that said, kind of mind blowing huh?