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Evil walks among us

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posted on Jul, 28 2009 @ 06:56 PM
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Originally posted by antar
Ok so reading from a book of wisdom last night the word Symbology came through. So talk to me about how you see the symbology of this story from your perspective?

TY.




I thought it would come to you.

May I u2u you?



posted on Jul, 28 2009 @ 07:20 PM
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Not only does evil walk among us; it also dances, prances, gambols, minces, pirouettes, jigs, tiptoes, and skips merrily among us.



posted on Jul, 28 2009 @ 07:23 PM
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reply to post by DaisyAnne
 


By all means it would be my honor!



posted on Jul, 28 2009 @ 07:29 PM
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Ah, ty and not to worry, I do understand. Not sure what I would think of me if I was not me.

In all honesty, I could probably find some form of proof if I had to, maybe , but that would be the worst mistake dont you agree?

Some things are best left in the past, thank God for pasts.

But you know if existence didnt love me so much it could have made my life a hell of alot more simple, easy going, but no I had to be thrown to the ends of earth and the depths of hell to be who I am today and for that I am honored.



posted on Aug, 7 2009 @ 04:48 PM
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I wouldn't take no for an answer and she agreed, we would leave at the break of dawn, get a bus and head for our new lives in Florida where we could pick up jobs and change our names, just start over.


This was clearly a spiritual battle. Changing your name wouldn't make anything different.



posted on Aug, 9 2009 @ 08:34 PM
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Hello Antar,
very wonderfull and frightening experience that you have lived through. Wonderfull because you have overcome it and have learned from it. Remember no one can experience exactly what you have nor vice versa. All things are necessary and are from First Light.

You mention that you have not yet found compassion for such beings. I do have compassion for these and all things that are created... (no not a 'literal' hippee tree hugger LOL). You see First Light is not emotional but is emotions! First Light is not evil or good for it is above both and is but concepts or system for learning... It simply stays the source unmoving never changing no begining no end, no name what so ever for that is perfect humiliation. Now the God that is masculine is that which came to being when creation happened, it is only logical that femanine also came into being when creation happened. This is the heavenly family or what I call the true trinity! (first light and the logical Father/Mother). But unconditional love is something we have touched on, when you begin to understand what it truely is then you realize how hard it is to achieve. Unconditional love is incorruptible. When you can love this being for what it's purpose and reason for being is, now that you have a long time ago passed
your test, then you are above and beyond any attacks. You have to also remember that there is nothing that First Light can not fix. Even return such beings to the time of innocense (when all things dispersed from First Light with beginings of 'existense' or experiencing).


Always remember equality!
Thank you again for this recantation of a very important time in your life.
May you overcome all of the 'tests' you may have in place before you.
Peace and Harmony through Unconditional LOVE!



posted on Aug, 13 2009 @ 03:54 PM
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i]Originally posted by constantine 70

Hello Antar,
very wonderful and frightening experience that you have lived through. Wonderful because you have overcome it and have learned from it. Remember no one can experience exactly what you have nor vice versa. All things are necessary and are from First Light.


Well, here's the thing, although each persons path is never the same much like our finger prints, it is always best when these types of experiences are lived by the few rather than the many.

I know that there are others out there who have experienced what I did, perhaps to differing degrees and at different timelines, but I just sense it.


You mention that you have not yet found compassion for such beings.


You will have to quote me on that because without complete compassion the experience could not have happened. This does not mean I am or was faultless, just compassion works on many levels, for instance if I see a wounded animal writhing in the road, I can stop turn back assess the situation and if there is no hope kill it. Just as Jesus took the whip into his hand, the hand was of compassion, the hand of true compassion has the power to heal or kill.



First Light is not evil or good for it is above both and is but concepts or system for learning...


I do know this, as long as you remain the student of life, you never have to take full responsibility for life.


It simply stays the source unmoving never changing no beginning no end, no name what so ever for that is perfect humiliation.


Then it is already dead, stagnant unmoving, your own words. Life is a constant , it is a flow. Always changing moving reaching to the higher peaks and accepting the valleys of the lower as well, without constraint or judgement.

In awareness there can be no humiliation only in the recesses of mans history, his religious dogma, the imposed.



Now the God that is masculine is that which came to being when creation happened, it is only logical that feminine also came into being when creation happened. This is the heavenly family or what I call the true trinity! (first light and the logical Father/Mother).


Human ideas, lower dimensional imprisonment. Again more male induced illusions to keep the truth from you, to replace one form of mind control with another, seeking outside yourself without having to take responsibility.



But unconditional love is something we have touched on, when you begin to understand what it truly is then you realize how hard it is to achieve. Unconditional love is incorruptible.


How many Giant Angels have come to your aid in alternate realities/dimensions? Do you really think that if i was not connected at the source, I could have possibly lived through the experience, or been surprised with an actual Warrior Angel at my back?


When you can love this being for what it's purpose and reason for being is, now that you have a long time ago passed
your test, then you are above and beyond any attacks. You have to also remember that there is nothing that First Light can not fix. Even return such beings to the time of innocence (when all things dispersed from First Light with beginnings of 'existence' or experiencing).


I visited the lions den at the zoo long ago, and I felt for their captivity, but that does not mean I will walk into the cages and surrender myself out of pity, what good does that do?

If you knew the level of hate and the heinous crimes upon all of this earth from this being and his minions, then you would understand there is a point where I do not have to love that being, no, but I can stay within a neutral zone non judging and understanding.

My love is deep, and I have not even begun to touch the surface. Not to worry.

No one in this dimension is safe, no one will be when the shifts come. Until that time, people like myself will continue to battle the forces of our inner souls, our hearts and our minds as well as the energies which continue to attach and attack.

It is not like cleansing your soul once in the refreshing waters of purity, it is a full time job, just to not allow the energies to sway you over in thought and deed. Planet earth is a difficult place to be, it is both heaven and hell, and you are right the best place to be is in the middle neither good or evil.

It is very nice to see you again, I friended you from the first time we met on these boards.

[edit on 13-8-2009 by antar]



posted on Aug, 14 2009 @ 02:14 AM
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My interpretation of this story, is not that it isn't true, but a defense mechanism of something horrible that happened in your past. Maybe the "dark man" was someone who raped your, or your friend. I only got to about the 12th page, so I didn't real all the explanations, but to me I think what you are telling is true, you experienced it...but the physical was something completely different....ranging from child neglect, to rape, to molestation at a young age. I dated a female who was molested at a young age, and she would assign fairy tales to such events or assign "dark figure" to a certain someone that was in her life that was detrimental.



posted on Aug, 16 2009 @ 02:19 AM
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Yes I understand the psychology of what you think, yet it is not so in this case, it is however something that is at this point, unexplainable.

There are those reading this that know. It is a true phenomena that actually happened, but rest assured you will most likely never have to deal with it.

Well at least not from my perspective.



posted on Sep, 6 2010 @ 12:53 PM
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MY Step daughter who only came to live with us a short time before her 8th Birthday also experienced what you describe, we even had a Psychologist say that she was suffering from spirit entity attachment.

This was kind of a mind blower especially since we live int he Bible Belt.

She told me that during the time she lived with her mom and step father (puke) that there was a little girl who she saw most of the time, this little girl looked just like her only the little girl was in black, white and gray.

Whatever my Daughter was wearing the little girl also wore, only her clothes were always tattered and torn, kind of whispering in the air as if they were weightless and windblown.

The little spirit girl had empty eyes, her pupils were fully black and My Daughter did not want to look directly into them for fear of some unknown happening if she did.

The little girl wanted to take away the pain my daughter experienced in the night including sodomy by the step father, and was open to letting my daughters spirit go free and she would take her place...

Even though the spirit girl was pure negative energy, filled with rage, suffering and pain, she wanted into this plane of existence through my daughter. I could go further on this but for now, wanted to make it clear to you that what you suspected of me was not the case and I am fully aware of the reason you thought so.

I will say this, that finally, we did do an exorcism of sorts with the little dark girl spirit, we actually had a session where we thanked her for her being and let her know that she was no longer needed in my daughters life. It was a sweet ceremony and that was that.

My daughter no longer suffered nightmares, illness or bedwetting... She has thrived since that time and grown into a lovely artistic young lady.



posted on Oct, 18 2010 @ 11:25 AM
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Hi, just wanted to dust this off and bring it back out for consideration, last night I heard on coasttocoastam Nick Redfern discussing demons and their presence on earth and how the Military has been doing experiments and interacting with them.

Now I was asleep for most of it, but when you have had experiences such as described in this thread, it does tend to lend validation at least personally, for what I have gone through and from the sounds of what I did catch of last nights show, am very fortunate to be alive after such a battle on so many levels.

I am actually going to re up on my c2c account just to listen to what he had to say, so that said, kind of mind blowing huh?



posted on Oct, 18 2010 @ 12:42 PM
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IMHO, perhaps that is who is running this illusion. Maybe it is the people in the highest positions who have made these deals, that is what I truly think. From the begining of mans journey I believe these enties have made these offers.

What if long ago a request to rid the planet of say for instance dinosaurs was a trade off? Simple and complex things all related to the time frame of the request.



posted on Oct, 18 2010 @ 12:45 PM
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I still have to go pee in certain situations, when as a child I always had to go during games like hide and seek, lol, natural for me.



posted on Oct, 18 2010 @ 12:50 PM
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Thank you and I wonder why I never friended you before? During this I figured many of the questions would be answered later on like how I knew about the portal and such. I mean that was LONG before portals were something anyone even said.

I think I have discovered at least 2 on the planet, just happened into them really. This one in Tahoe and another in Arizona, if not two there.



posted on Oct, 18 2010 @ 12:54 PM
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reply to post by Elliot
 


He was somehow using their hormones, not involved personally with them on any level other than controling them to clear space to battle with me.



posted on Oct, 18 2010 @ 12:55 PM
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Well if you ever do or know anyone who does, remember you can always win!



posted on Oct, 18 2010 @ 01:03 PM
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That was a great find, I missed the link the first time around on this thread, very interesting site for this time of year!

TY,
www.creepypasta.com...



posted on Oct, 18 2010 @ 01:07 PM
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That is not not true at all, in fact my Godfather is still connected to the Casinos and all of us kids got summer jobs working off the floor before we were even 18. You can or could work casinos at 18.



posted on Oct, 18 2010 @ 01:09 PM
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Show me the others!!! I am open to learning about others experiences with this, and since this is the first and only time I have given this story in public, then I am sure ATS will protect my rights if you can provide backup to your claims.



posted on Oct, 18 2010 @ 01:13 PM
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What more can I say other than "You are welcome". I personally love Dejevu.







 
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