im feeling kinda down...what do you recommend to get me back in line? Stressin' out ya know?

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hello CleverNameHere

I have been going from one conspiracy forum to another from the moment i read the first insider paper. In my opinion, no one has matched the original insider's style, diction, wit and wisdom. Some have come close, some not at all.
I read some of the posts on your other thread, and I'll reserve my opinion on your words, history and stories.

I have been chasing posts like the original insider's mainly because I wanted to ask that insider a question of personal nature (and the readers of his posts, since some of them exhibited good wisdom and knowledge of their own), and you have now become the first person-alien-spirit-angel-demon-channeled entitiy type of forum visitor i've caught up with, and i would really appreciate if you (or any of your insightful readers) would finally answer this question for me, and though i know it might sound like a very personal request, it is more to satisfy my curiousity on how a being of your intentions would answer this.

Let's say a human being born in this world, is abandoned by its parents, left with foster parents who torture physically, abuse sexually, and imprison said human being, from a very young age, say, two or three years old, during that period of time when a human's brain does its final development, and most of the deeply held, subconscious drives are formed, including deep emotional wounds from said abuse and torture.
and this goes on for a decade or two, and as this human ages, it becomes accustomed to the abuse and bounces from one family to another, from one travesty after another, until this person ends up medicated, institutionalized, and eventually, commits suicide.

my question, and i emphasize i'm only looking for insight and wisdom from your spiritual ascension, to tell me what purpose such a life had, both in the sense of the individual person or soul, and in terms of the Creator or Universe Consciousness or whatever the Eternal Infinite and all similar entities which are the basic essence of existence.

I appreciate your time and your reply, and thank you in advance for any answers you care to provide.

Have I noticed anything strange lately? Time is moving very, very fast, yet something is preventing me from moving forward, in life, on relationships, in work, and hawks are following me everywhere. Also, I seem to be living another life in dreams. Weird huh?

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Just wondering when this financial crisis is going to end i'm kinda broke??

Originally posted by simpleharmonics
hello CleverNameHere

I have been going from one conspiracy forum to another from the moment i read the first insider paper. In my opinion, no one has matched the original insider's style, diction, wit and wisdom. Some have come close, some not at all.
I read some of the posts on your other thread, and I'll reserve my opinion on your words, history and stories.

I have been chasing posts like the original insider's mainly because I wanted to ask that insider a question of personal nature (and the readers of his posts, since some of them exhibited good wisdom and knowledge of their own), and you have now become the first person-alien-spirit-angel-demon-channeled entitiy type of forum visitor i've caught up with, and i would really appreciate if you (or any of your insightful readers) would finally answer this question for me, and though i know it might sound like a very personal request, it is more to satisfy my curiousity on how a being of your intentions would answer this.

Let's say a human being born in this world, is abandoned by its parents, left with foster parents who torture physically, abuse sexually, and imprison said human being, from a very young age, say, two or three years old, during that period of time when a human's brain does its final development, and most of the deeply held, subconscious drives are formed, including deep emotional wounds from said abuse and torture.
and this goes on for a decade or two, and as this human ages, it becomes accustomed to the abuse and bounces from one family to another, from one travesty after another, until this person ends up medicated, institutionalized, and eventually, commits suicide.

my question, and i emphasize i'm only looking for insight and wisdom from your spiritual ascension, to tell me what purpose such a life had, both in the sense of the individual person or soul, and in terms of the Creator or Universe Consciousness or whatever the Eternal Infinite and all similar entities which are the basic essence of existence.

I appreciate your time and your reply, and thank you in advance for any answers you care to provide.

There are some things that I cannot say, for I do believe I will be banned, arrested, and killed after being tortured for information.

What I can tell you is that this is one of the greatest evils anyone could commit. Sick people like this can cause their subjects to never know that they have free will. Sure, one day they may snap out of it, but some will not.

It is as bad as murder. Sometimes worse.

Suicide is another story, but that's something I cannot talk about.

I don't do much good dead.

There are set Paths that everyone can take, though they do not have to.

God did not want Adam or Eve to eat form the Tree of Knowledge because he knew what price it would cost.

In the metaphor, the serpent convinces Eve to take a bite from the apple, after she'd been told not to.

No metaphor, Lucifer tricked Eve into believing God was keeping something important from her. Which, he was, but he did not want to inflict the pain on his favorite creation.

We asked to know what more there was. The downfall?

Infinity and Eternity.

There are an infinite amount of alternate universes.

When we die, we switch to another universe. Some universes can be better, others can be worse.

This is where the concepts of heaven and hell come from.

Heaven is a universe better than the one previously completed, and Hell is a worse universe.

But, due to the infinite possibilities, it will take us an Eternity to completely understand what God had shielded us from before.

This is getting into evolution in so many levels that it gives me goosebumps.

Sometimes I think that "better" means higher level of consciousness and spiritual understanding/knowledge, and "worse" means a lower level.

My own ignorance to things is my worse peeve.

In conclusion, perhaps for that person, it was just one of his Hells.

Originally posted by ~Lucidity
Have I noticed anything strange lately? Time is moving very, very fast, yet something is preventing me from moving forward, in life, on relationships, in work, and hawks are following me everywhere. Also, I seem to be living another lofe in dreams. Weird huh?

Weird..

..or you haven't Woken up yet.

Perhap's there another level of consciousness awaiting you.

Try to have such a lucid dream where you have complete control, and never wake yourself up.

Originally posted by Irishpaddy
Just wondering when this financial crisis is going to end i'm kinda broke??

Once the government breaks apart and the states have to fend for themselves until a leader comes along to help them unite under a banner of peace with the rest of the world.

During this time the states fend for themselves, bartering will become another commonplace thing.

I'm pretty sure we're all broke right now, lol.

I've been investing in little odds and ends that I believe will be useful after the Changes.

Originally posted by CleverNameHere

Weird..

..or you haven't Woken up yet.

Perhap's there another level of consciousness awaiting you.

Try to have such a lucid dream where you have complete control, and never wake yourself up.

what? i'm awake. i wake up everyday. what are you referring to exactly?

oh, really? well perhaps there's another level of consiousness awaiting everyone. what is this supposed to mean.

have a lucid dream and never wake myself up? did you just tell me to commit suicide? wth.

Originally posted by ~Lucidity

Originally posted by CleverNameHere

Weird..

..or you haven't Woken up yet.

Perhap's there another level of consciousness awaiting you.

Try to have such a lucid dream where you have complete control, and never wake yourself up.

what? i'm awake. i wake up everyday. what are you referring to exactly?

oh, really? well perhaps there's another level of consiousness awaiting everyone. what is this supposed to mean.

have a lucid dream and never wake myself up? did you just tell me to commit suicide? wth.

You won't be dead.

You will be insane. You will be in another world, and your life here will be set on autopilot.

Sort of a way of Jumping into alternate universes.

Originally posted by CleverNameHere

Originally posted by ~Lucidity

Originally posted by CleverNameHere

Weird..

..or you haven't Woken up yet.

Perhap's there another level of consciousness awaiting you.

Try to have such a lucid dream where you have complete control, and never wake yourself up.

what? i'm awake. i wake up everyday. what are you referring to exactly?

oh, really? well perhaps there's another level of consiousness awaiting everyone. what is this supposed to mean.

have a lucid dream and never wake myself up? did you just tell me to commit suicide? wth.

You won't be dead.

You will be insane. You will be in another world, and your life here will be set on autopilot.

Sort of a way of Jumping into alternate universes.

Quantum Leap...I loved that show!

So another alien. First of all we are all aliens here, since we are here to experience this "reallity". Well i to have had the exstreme sence of feelling homesick. I allso get messages and pitures during meditation, though i can´t decode all of them. And yes something big is comming, what i don´t know, but i have a pretty good feeling as to why. How do i put it, we are not alone, we have never been alone, but in writing moment we are in fact in the middle of a starwar. This reallity, dimension or call it what you will, is about to # up really bad, i mean we have spacewepons how sick is that. There will be a full disclosure pretty soon, it has to come because we have to take this reallity in to adulthood. And as for higher consiousness, i can only say yeah the only way forward. love and light.

Originally posted by thealiveone
So another alien. First of all we are all aliens here, since we are here to experience this "reallity". Well i to have had the exstreme sence of feelling homesick. I allso get messages and pitures during meditation, though i can´t decode all of them. And yes something big is comming, what i don´t know, but i have a pretty good feeling as to why. How do i put it, we are not alone, we have never been alone, but in writing moment we are in fact in the middle of a starwar. This reallity, dimension or call it what you will, is about to # up really bad, i mean we have spacewepons how sick is that. There will be a full disclosure pretty soon, it has to come because we have to take this reallity in to adulthood. And as for higher consiousness, i can only say yeah the only way forward. love and light.

Do not get caught in the metaphors.

Do not call me an alien again, please.

My Kind do not get along well with Their's.