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What you have to share you can share here freely at ATS and whatever happens, happens.

I wait patiently for members waking it comes slowly for many.

Welcome you can observe here as I do.

Something more important that you should be aware of:
(Especially after mentioning the pain in your head, and the memory loss...)

An epileptic seizure is a transient symptom of excessive or synchronous neuronal activity in the brain.[1] It can manifest as an alteration in mental state, tonic or clonic movements, convulsions, and various other psychic symptoms (such as déjà vu or jamais vu).

However, a seizure can also be as subtle as marching numbness of a part of the body, a brief or long term loss of memory, sparkling or flashes, sensing/discharging of an unpleasant odor similar to alcohol base being produced by internal organs, a strange epigastric sensation or a sensation of fear and total state of confusion which in some cases leads to death during seizure. Therefore seizures are typically classified as motor, sensory, autonomic, emotional or cognitive. After a heavy seizure attack, since the brain is recovering, there is a sudden loss of memory; usually the short term memory.

Psychic seizures
What are possible signs of a psychic seizure?
problems with memory
garbled speech
What are possible symptoms of a psychic seizure?
problems with memory
garbled speech
sudden emotions for no apparent reason, such as fear, depression, rage, or happiness
feeling as though she is outside her own body
feelings of déjà vu, jamais vu, or knowledge of the future

They start with a feeling of dread that something bad is going to happen, and I feel this throughout my entire body. Then, I enter a state of what I can only describe as being between dreaming and being awake. I'm conscious, but I feel entranced. It is during this state that I experience intense feelings of deja vu, dread, fear and I feel like I'm having premonitions of the future (I swear, I'm not crazy). Afterwards, my head tingles all over, I feel disoriented and confused, I begin sweating all over and I feel as though someone has stuffed my head full of cotton. At this point, the episode ends, but I'm left with the cotton brain feeling for several hours and I feel as though I've run a marathon and all I want to do is sleep.

Maybe you should be checked out by a doctor before taking the paranormal route on things.
Good Luck to you...

Originally posted by defcon5
Something more important that you should be aware of:
(Especially after mentioning the pain in your head, and the memory loss...)

An epileptic seizure is a transient symptom of excessive or synchronous neuronal activity in the brain.[1] It can manifest as an alteration in mental state, tonic or clonic movements, convulsions, and various other psychic symptoms (such as déjà vu or jamais vu).

However, a seizure can also be as subtle as marching numbness of a part of the body, a brief or long term loss of memory, sparkling or flashes, sensing/discharging of an unpleasant odor similar to alcohol base being produced by internal organs, a strange epigastric sensation or a sensation of fear and total state of confusion which in some cases leads to death during seizure. Therefore seizures are typically classified as motor, sensory, autonomic, emotional or cognitive. After a heavy seizure attack, since the brain is recovering, there is a sudden loss of memory; usually the short term memory.

Psychic seizures
What are possible signs of a psychic seizure?
problems with memory
garbled speech
What are possible symptoms of a psychic seizure?
problems with memory
garbled speech
sudden emotions for no apparent reason, such as fear, depression, rage, or happiness
feeling as though she is outside her own body
feelings of déjà vu, jamais vu, or knowledge of the future

They start with a feeling of dread that something bad is going to happen, and I feel this throughout my entire body. Then, I enter a state of what I can only describe as being between dreaming and being awake. I'm conscious, but I feel entranced. It is during this state that I experience intense feelings of deja vu, dread, fear and I feel like I'm having premonitions of the future (I swear, I'm not crazy). Afterwards, my head tingles all over, I feel disoriented and confused, I begin sweating all over and I feel as though someone has stuffed my head full of cotton. At this point, the episode ends, but I'm left with the cotton brain feeling for several hours and I feel as though I've run a marathon and all I want to do is sleep.

Maybe you should be checked out by a doctor before taking the paranormal route on things.
Good Luck to you...

Do you understand what you are doing? What your actions could cause?

EDIT: And I said it was a headache, but it wasn't painful. You know, as in no pain?

And I said nothing of memory loss. I just ended up here.

I know what it feels like to be schizophrenic.

But I'm not.

As I've said multiple times, I don't care if you don't believe me; just don't write it off and forget it.

Don't blame me when you find yourself caught in the metaphors.

[edit on 7/3/2009 by CleverNameHere]

Originally posted by CleverNameHere
Do you understand what you are doing? What your actions could cause?
EDIT: And I said it was a headache, but it wasn't painful. You know, as in no pain?
And I said nothing of memory loss. I just ended up here.
I know what it feels like to be schizophrenic.
But I'm not.
As I've said multiple times, I don't care if you don't believe me; just don't write it off and forget it.
Don't blame me when you find yourself caught in the metaphors.

“I just ended up here:” = Loss of memory...
“ I said it was a headache” = Head discomfort of some type, hence the word “ache” in it...

Anyhow, since a persons brain is their filter to reality, and if you have something going on with your brain its possible this could all be in your perception of reality, can you absolutely deny the possibility? Interesting conundrum, eh?
Err... But no, please tell me what I am doing, and what my actions could cause, other then me honestly trying to help you?

Originally posted by defcon5

Originally posted by CleverNameHere
Do you understand what you are doing? What your actions could cause?
EDIT: And I said it was a headache, but it wasn't painful. You know, as in no pain?
And I said nothing of memory loss. I just ended up here.
I know what it feels like to be schizophrenic.
But I'm not.
As I've said multiple times, I don't care if you don't believe me; just don't write it off and forget it.
Don't blame me when you find yourself caught in the metaphors.

“I just ended up here:” = Loss of memory...
“ I said it was a headache” = Head discomfort of some type, hence the word “ache” in it...

Anyhow, since a persons brain is their filter to reality, and if you have something going on with your brain its possible this could all be in your perception of reality, can you absolutely deny the possibility? Interesting conundrum, eh?
Err... But no, please tell me what I am doing, and what my actions could cause, other then me honestly trying to help you?

You're taking what I'm saying and giving it your own meaning. I'm not speaking in codes.

I simply ended up here.

It was LIKE a headache, but it wasn't painful. I even added the heart comment in to allow people to understand better what I was trying to describe.

"I had a booming headache, though there was no pain. Almost as if my brain had been beating as a heart should. "

You aren't trying to help me, you're trying to screw me up. Do you know the consequences of me going insane again? Do you know how hard it is to control it every time?

You need to take care of your personal demons before you try to start pointing others' out. It took a DAMN long time for me to defeat mine, and I will not be pulled backwards in time anymore.

This would be a way of helping me if I was begging people to join my cult and telling them that everything I say is truth.

I tell these people to question everything, including what I tell them. Even when I tell them, I word it carefully so as not to make it seem like I know something I don't. I tell them that it doesn't matter if they don't believe me, just to remember it, not to write it off and forget.

You know how some people talk about the "good Samaritans" that always happen to screw something up, even though they don't consciously understand what they are doing?

They're talking about You.

Removed ATM by me...


[edit on 7/4/2009 by defcon5]

Originally posted by defcon5
Removed ATM by me...


[edit on 7/4/2009 by defcon5]

Insult them when they disagree with me? There was one guy I was short with, and he didn't disagree with me, he simply asked for proof.

You're entire point is that I -could- be wrong, which I've already addressed in both of my threads.

My entire point is that I -could- be right, which with your own logic you can't deny.

Whether I am crazy or not has nothing to do with the end of the world. I am not worried about myself. If what I have to say will help others in the future, then I will say it.

If it doesn't, then it was only words spoken.

I'm going to ask you to please not post the same exact post in each thread of mine, like you already have.

I don't know if you're a troll or not, because I doubt a troll would go this deep, but it wouldn't surprise me.

Great Thread!

Look forward to reading more!