posted on Jul, 11 2009 @ 01:34 PM
I'm of the "Ask and you shall receive, good gifts, ect" complaint dept. I asked. I asked honestly and truly for 2 things- and I was not only
denied, I was tortured. I have heard nothing from El God-o, minus what his followers have crammed down my throat. And that conflicts across the board,
but with the same underlying message: "God doesn't really give a flip, and neither do we. Shut up and go away" .
I used to try and please God... Now- if the almighty appeared in my living room, I'd grab the first blunt object in here and attempt a bludgeoning.
I am hurt, disappointed, horrified, alone, upset, angry, frustrated and confused- I have a bag fulla church cliches, another full of empty promises,
and NOTHING ELSE.
[edit on 11-7-2009 by wylekat]