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Originally posted by dgtempe
Some of you have some kind of support. You are lucky to have found "someone" who understands you and are seemingly open minded.
When i say i have no one, i mean no one. My two sons do not want to hear anything, and i have stopped trying to inject any conversation with any of this news, because they flat out told me they love me, but they dont want to hear their mother speaking nonsense.
My husband...If i even mention anything, my evening is ruined. He will not talk to me, or listen to any of this stuff.
My mother is coming July 11 from Phoenix and she told me if i said anything about world problems, she would pack and head back.
My brother thinks this is all bunk.
My inlaws, forget it. Dont go there.
My cat got killed and i cant talk to him anymore.
My friends, they say they have enough to worry about. They dont care as long as life continues for them, and they are sure it will.
Neighbors? Ha ha. Total denial.
So people, you see, i have no one unless i want to call someone and end up in a fight.
These people above are intelligent people. They all have their brain cells.
The point i am trying to make is that most of you at least have one person, but i have no one... just me and myself and I.
Sometimes i stay off this board, and eventually i cant help the way i feel and i come back. Here at least i can pour my heart out, whether its real or imagined doom, and for that i am grateful.
I have a bad heart among other things and i am the only one i know in my circle of family and friends who does the worrying for everyone.
I think of the little ones, and i want to cry. Will they have a future?
Anyway, enough from me- gotta go wash some dishes for now, eventhough i dont even feel like doing that.
xoxoxoxoxo to all.