okay awsome. well i will begin to tell you or those who care.. i was standing outside one night like aways and had this sudden feeling to ask a
quistion to God. The why am i here kinda quistion. And mind you Im not the type to automatically think that some of the stories i hear are true. But i
go with my gutt. Well the next day i diecided to mess around on youtube and ran across alex collier and dan burisch, and the wat he had explained
certain things oh and also nassin haramein a physisist also explained diff theories all which made sense. well to get to the point cause i do tend to
ramble is that i was asking for guidence from God and felt like i had and answer the next day. i do try my hardest to live mylife without hate and
have recently felt this overwhelming urge to get my hands on knowledge from anyone who might teach me. because i do feel that there are definately
certain unmistakeable coincidenses in life that cant be ignored. i feel as if im "running" into certain things to help me in my path in life right
now. idk am i crazy?


This is why the whole freemasonry thing both intreages me yet also annoys
me. So much of it seems at odds with normal thinking.