Originally posted by MAB19
wow its funny(not really) u say that because i feel like somthing bad is going to happen to,im 19 and had a spontanous kundalini awaking or spiritual
awaking and im not really sad about what is going to happen,i feel like im prepared for it mentally,like when it goes down,i kno im going to have to
step up and keep the love flowing and like comfort the ppl that are scared,and help them transition,but at the sametime i feel like my life is over,i
feel like im not going to have a normal life with a House,car,wife,children,career,dog lol i feel like im done,,im waiting for somthing to happen at
this point,i also had a obe where i arrived in this beautiful world and i was shown to this library and as walking through a row of books,i saw one
that said THYMON and i was drawn to it,so i picked it up and as i was going through it,it had pictures of me in it,and i asked "who is that?"and a
voice said thats u,your done,i was like "im done"? then it said "Yes,your done alot of ppl are not done yet but u are" and that obe kinda just
sealed the deal for me,maybe i am done...i also have the feeling of wanting to go home,where home is,idk but I long for it..
sry if i got really weird on this post
I am going to share with you the words that that I use the most frequently with my friends and family. "Happiness is not a gift; it is a creation."
No one can give you joy or happiness nor can anyone or anything "make" you angry or sad. It is a choice. Sometimes the choices are easily made and
sometimes they are not, but you always have a choice.
We all have a tendency to see that which is the most familiar to us and if we are not sure of what we are seeing or hearing we morph it into something
that looks, sounds and feels familiar. Often times we are wrong but we never realize we are wrong unless we are challenged and even then it has to be
proven.
Try this little experiment. It worked wonders for me and maybe it will help you a little as well. For one week do not buy anything. You have to make
due with what ever is available to you right now. The only exception is that you can buy gas for the car, but only if you “have” to buy it to get
back and forth to work. You can not charge anything. You can not borrow anything that has to be paid back or given back. You can barter or exchange
items like 3 or 4 eggs for a stick of butter. The whole goal of the experiment is to show you that your life is more than a collection of “things”
and that you have more than you need and don’t even realize it.
We are so busy running around trying to grab stuff, that we don’t know what or how much we have and never get to enjoy what we do have. We are
already lamenting a world that is lost while it is still here and waiting to be enjoyed. It is not burying your head in the sand to realize that some
things you can change, some things you can’t. If you can’t get that yellow stain off the wall, you don‘t have to knock down the whole wall.
Make the stain into a sun and paint a beautiful landscape a around it. If that won’t work, then remove the area and make a window or a doorway.
Don’t be afraid to see things with a fresh set of eyes. Learning to see the world again once the scales have been removed can be a whole new
adventure.