reply to post by benedict9
I just read back and found new posts there, which often what happens, your posts get inserted, which is odd. They weren't there when we were moving
the page along. And they not even close to being nice.
First my disability, is no thyroid, chronic fatigue (which is a physcial condition) that leads to half a year being sick nonstop, when the sunlight is
almost non existent, and other conditions that go with this, that are also physical, one I needed needed major surgery for, and won't go into this
all. The cognitive is that the thyroid took me from being balanced between right and left hemisphered to being now very right hemisphered, but it
also created fog until I went on natural source thyroid, in other words I need both the T4 and T3's and it took years to get doctors on par with it
even. And so I call those my asleep years. But then the natural source which isn't human thyroid caused my system to overload on something and I had
2 heart attacks. So then I had to be undermedicated, which is problably what led to my need for surgery.
In any case, whole cluster of things, and so I edit my posts alot as right hemisphere functioning leaves no sorting ability. I don't write blogs for
But keeping up on the world and researching the world, metaphysics, current events, NWO, and ufology keeps me very alert.
But I always write from a zen mind position, kind of a clear inner connection.
So it has a blessing in it too, for this slowing down and forcing me to search and be more psi led to more answers, more awareness, and lots of
By the way, ones that my children shared. My son called me out for sitings too and for the chopper chasing the craft.
And I've written bits and pieces of this all along. Not hiding anything there.
There is a lot I want to do with the boys and want my phsyical motor back!
As for the rest, its pretty mean and not at all like what I post to you. The scriptures you use are narrow ones, not ones that are about seeking
within and seeing the world, but the kind that promote obedience to the word, which is crapola. That is obedience to Rome. And if that is a
generalization then its based on some of the posts you and Egyptia bring out.
You even used the words, "warped mind". I do not have close to a warped mind but continually day and night look for health solutions and energy and
when its summer months write up my dreams, and then it all collpases by September on, and I'm left stunned going, is this for real???? What the
heck???? And spend the next half a year or more physically impaired and nonstop sick, unable to move easily.
And the rest of my energy is spent praying for everyone in this world to wake up, to strive for equality and peace on earth, for the leaders to
disclose, for earth to rise and go home, for no one to suffer,
And alot of encouragement, experiences, that lift me out of this place of limits, to see what is needed most. I also know most of what people think
is important really isn't. They have no right to judge anyone at all, for there are many ways to help.
So being challenged physically, I'm given alot more focus on the Spirit, and Heart/Mind.
You need to stop being judgmental here yourself.
I don't appreciate your choice of words.
The inner seaches are the most important, connecting to your soul. And holding peace. I don't think you mean to be as aggressive about your posts as
they have been sounding, or if you do insist on meaning this, then its just our little consciousness stuck in a rut, using pain tactics when we're
supposed to be using Love tactics. Higher Selves already have that part figured out, so in a sense we've already done this.
I truly recommend some peaceful waters. And trying to see other people's perspectives.
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