reply to post by polarwarrior
No, I agree with his, though have my own stubborn understandings about the karma versus forgiveness and the fact that I believe very strongly in
everyone progressing or being "safe" after they pass on, no being taken by the negatives and mistreated. That healing and forgiveness and another
way is always preferable. I do not agree with certain things or ideas and will not allow them, only Love is real. But then I don't think that is
disagreed with either.
But when I had a real encounter with my Higher Self, she was a person, it was an ET contact. And I was downloaded with a lot of information, and kept
having experiences, encouragement, humor, enlightenment, even being told when I was sick, and had an accident, and was not able to handle it and would
have blamed the kids because I felt cranky, "You are a ray of sunlight, be a warm and loving ray" and she was within in, me and without me at the
same time.. The room was flooded with sunlight, and I was healed. Just filled energy and cleaned up, hugged the kids, felt so happy. This is not
something someone can give you, or you follow.
The understanding on infinity, my soul understood it right away, it was already in me, which is why I had HS connect like that and the downloads.
No its more finding someone who shared something that my soul recognized, and with an energy that was familiar. Sometimes when someone posts its like
a window opens up into their soul and I see them, feel them, even take a quick trip, can glimpse Beyond or another place.
Now this search is ongoing and has been for sometime with the wake up and memories of childhood and the sitings/experiences. And the journey is
ongoing, I'm still being pushed to do something and don't know what.
But having the contact that was positive and having it stand out in the past in my memories, to discover who was who kind of was really important.
Also, it meant that what happened in the past stopped, ended. In one more harvesting experience being told humans were insects and saying no and
lecturing them nonstop. To not ever having such a thing occur again.
Yesterday in meditation, I was pouring out my health problems and feeling bad about thing, always as if I can't do what I'd like to do, and then I was
blanked out, and in my dreams, was told never to put myself down and be loving kind to yourself, your family everyone. Forgive yourself and everyone
with kindness, compassion and generosity. Its all about Love and was shown and felt the love they had for us.
I was shown something else, that reminded me of Observe50's posts. This was relating to events, probably a pole shift. I saw them in crafts, many
many crafts. I woke up realizing that if they needed to they could call in half the cosmos, that there was no shortage of help. They wold hold back
the waves, stabilize the earth. Somethings would happen, I felt that this wasn't just a wonderful save, though its not going to stop me from
picturing just that.
But even if things continue to happen, to see the sudden shifts for everyone, that they are taken quickly, that they're going to better places, not in
the hands of any negatives.
That the reason for doing this, and I think many of us will see it, is to show us how loved we are. We're going have this awakening, this moment of
remembering and awakening and they want us to choose, love, forgiveness, to feel loved and so compassionated that we could not help but extend that to
ourselves and loved ones, and the whole world. They want everyone to be safe, and be free. This is about freeing the world.
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