Day 9
Well, well, I'm back. I honestly didn't think I'd make it back after falling off the wagon for 2 days, but here I am.
So, this is what happened. After falling off the wagon into the a huge dish of chocolate ice cream (LOL!) I tried to get back on the wagon the next
day at work, but nothing was open before I got to work (I am a terrible, terrible shopper and keep no food in my house) and so I had to eat (ack!)
hospital food, but I couldn't stomach hospital food, and so my co-worker went out and got chinese food for lunch for me, and there you go....another
day of cheating.
Ok, so then, I decided fine, I"m done with the raw food diet. I can't do it.
But then....what do you know, my mind was done with the diet, but my body was not done with the diet. My body was literarally craving real food. I was
astounded. When I went to the store, I was subconsciously picking up fruits and veggies. I didn't want to. I really wanted chocolate donuts and
pizza....but my body said, "No, no, Niki. We want green stuff. Put the pizza and donuts back on the shelf." And so I came home with a basket of
fruits and veggies again.
So, I suppose this diet becomes addicting after a while, which is good.
Ok, so today was day 9, and I"m back on. And I ate:
-A pear
-Two nectarines
-A spinach and iceberg salad from the hospital salad bar
-A hard-boiled Egg
-broccoli-slaw curry (brocolli slaw with Korma curry sauce, slightly heated on the stove to seal in the curry flavor (not bad, actually!)
-2 green apples with peanut butter
I did cheat by having a coke this afternoon, but compared to what I ate the last 2 days, I"m doing pretty good.
So, now here's the best part. My co-worker went on the raw food starting 3 or 4 days ago. Pisses me off that she's already lost 5 pounds, but then
again, she didn't cheat by having chocolate ice cream and chinese food. So, I suppose she deserves to lose 5 pounds, whereas I do not. But I feel
good for positively influencing another person!!
So, tomorrow will be day 10, and even though I'm terrified to weigh myself, I am interested to see what kind of effect my 2 days of relapse will have
on my weight loss. Will I have re-gained my weight back? I'll weigh myself tomorrow morning and let you know.
General feelings of well being: I do feel better, mentally, when I eat raw, versus when I don't eat raw....and my body seems to like eating raw food
better, too.
[edit on 29-6-2009 by nikiano]
[edit on 29-6-2009 by nikiano]