reply to post by resistor
Hello resistor
I expressed an issue with blood sacrifices, back on page 1 was my first posts to the thread.
There are things to learn from the life in the blood. But there is something greater, which is that it is not God who believes in redemption through
blood, it is a man/flesh regression that we are just now starting to pull out of. The longer time goes without a divine intervention, the more we will
heal from the idea that we are here to wait on God for individual salvation why others who didnt understand dont.
The greater lesson to learn from the blood sacrifice tradition is about the greatest offering ever, between spiritual and physical-it is the offering
by the Holy Spirit to fill and fatten the Earth and Heavens. Jesus himself, I believe, understood the Holy Spirits offering and realized, this is what
gave him breath of life. Do I know this as fact? I claim nothing as fact. I seek natures. This is something the Spirit showed me to do in my most
humbled of days. I cant prove it, but for me, this has shown me so many great things...and the main thing was learning about a pure nature. One that
is not tainted by primal ways, One that is not inconsistent, One that needs no ritual of material things for redemption or awareness or thanks. This
pure nature is always around us, it is within us, it is a part of our deepest core being. This nature needs no material or physical practice to be
with us, to love and accept us, or to make a pack with us. The pack is a unconditional bond. No matter how much we rebuke and denies, we are a part of
something Divine and Holy and this something is not of physical/flesh....but it fills and fattens flesh.
I lived a life of accepting and understanding the blood sacrifices and holy holidays for years. But, later in life, as I really began seeking a
personal relation with God that I believe I was shown through a minds eye and my inner most nature, that God isnt this primal character we have
accepted to be. I believe God is nameless. I believe God works through anyone that lives more for their spiritual nature then their flesh nature. This
is the light that shines in the darkness.
You may try to talk with me about sacrifice, but I will tell you quoting scriptures is something I often skip over, I do not accept the Bible as a
written work from God. If you want to try to explain why you understand God needing blood sacrifices, pls try to do this with speaking from your own
spirit.
When one learns how loving God is (it is unlimited)-then it becomes the most saddest thing for a soul to think we have imagined our Father, our God,
our Emanator, the Monad that was and is and will be....something Thee is totally not.
Do you really think God would make you and put you here for you to hand over logic and your deepest nature (which is humble love) to count on your
fellow man to tell you about God and faith? Seek Gods nature, not in scriptures. You will not find one easy to anger or jealous or prideful. God is so
humble that it becomes a knee jerk reaction for the individual to only kneel and bow in the same nature.
This seeking has shown me a beauty that is too bright for human perception. Truly one could get lost in living in this knowing every minute of every
hour. I could not stay in such a mind set unless I could of gave up all my belongings and went into nature. That is where I could connect with Thee
the easiest. I would of gave up all possessions, I would of ate a strict diet, I would of lived a monkish life-if I was to stay in this Nirvana as
some would say.
I am a mother....and this is what grounded me back to the flesh. I know the Holy Spirit is ever close, and aware just as I am. I know the more I stay
in that mind set though....the less flesh means to me. This is where the final step, the final mind set...becomes the question.....would you offer
your life as a lesson to others. I went through what I believe to be many levels or tests....to measure my inner being, my deepest purest self. Call
me mislead....call me an adversary....I am prepared and I will say that we have wronged...we have so wronged the image of what God is.
Im not saying that you yourself would call me those things or consider me an adversary...but that is what one becomes prepared for...a road that is
not gratified by others.
My best to you and yours
LV
[edit on 12-7-2009 by LeoVirgo]