posted on Jun, 17 2009 @ 09:59 PM
Well some of you want to know how do I know this information and how can I claim it to be the truth? Some of this information I am telling you comes
from research but most of the information comes from my personal contact with a Draco. I don't know why he has chosen me and why he is so sweet to
me, all I know is he is. He visits me all the time and I have had many, many conversations with him. I am very bad at relaying conversations verbatim,
so I will not try. When I attempt to throw it together as a conversation, it always comes off wrong, the reason is I inject some of my own thoughts
and feelings and somehow stuff it up and it is no longer how it was said in the first place or meant usually. This Draco has done a lot of work on me
to get me to understand and relate to much of what he is saying to me but I am human and I react in silly ways sometimes for all sorts of reasons...
lack of self confidence, fear etc etc. Anyway the long and short of it is I will not attempt to relay a conversation but rather the meaning of the
conversation which I have more chance of getting correct. Besides relaying a whole conversation which may have gone on for hours is near impossible
and a shortened version always sounds totally stink!
These visits started about two years ago, at first I was distressed beyond worlds about it. The same pattern would happen everyday, I would go to bed
at night and have a meeting and some kind of tranquilliser would be placed over my brain and I would take the conversation and events in and be OK
with it and then what ever effect was placed on me would wear off about lunch time the next day and then I would turn into a mental going out of my
mind and spinning out at what he was showing me and doing to me...more about that later. If you are thinking to yourself... is this women normal, well
all I can say is, would you be normal if a Draco visited you every night and did things to you? I mean really, to try and get me to fit into the
normal category now is but a joke. As for being mental I would not class myself as mental, I have no mental disorder and have never had one. I am not
into drugs or any substance, if this is your next question?
I said you were the Draco's favourite dish but there is far more to this than just you being a tasty stack. If it was simply about eating you, in the
normal sense of the word of how we understand it, then this would not be happening, they don't need to go to all this trouble for that. Not that I am
saying we are not also being eaten in the normal sense of the word, lots of people go missing and it is possible they are ending up as a meal in one
form or another. It is true they are after glandular juices so they don't throw you on the barbecue, I will not elaborate, I think people on ATS know
all about the big pots that gets stirred all the time.
You may be wondering how come I am now calmly having a relationship with this Draco when I am fully aware of what they are up to and it may seem
like... well wrong and you many be wondering how come I am writing this, after all if he knows what I am up to, does he not also know I am writing
this? My answer is yes, he does and what's more.... sometimes I think it is him writing and not me! Sometimes I look back at what appears on the page
and think are you kidding me... I wrote that!
Anyway what happens to me is loving and I want to stress that.... a lot of you will not understand this when I tell you what goes how it is but it is.
So I want to get that out there right at the beginning. I also want to stress I have not been anywhere with my Draco in full alert waking
consciousness and so I am not sure if the memories I have are not some kind of cover memories. However I think what happens is some things I remember
and some I don't, I can be with him for many hours and yet often I will only remember a few lines of conversation?