When I was 18 years old I had a cardiac arrest due to a congenital heart defect. Obviously I was revived and after being comatose for three days I
woke. My experience with this might be like birth.
Upon waking from the coma I was alert and given a neurological and psych exam which all checked out. But in reality I was not OK at that point. I was
in a hospital for over a month (Open heart surgery was mandated for the defect) yet it literally took me about two weeks, or so, of being in the
hospital before I even came to a realization that simply being in a hospital wasn't a normal thing. I know this must be hard to grasp as it's
difficult for me to even find words to describe. I was awake, interacting, watching TV, joking, seeing friends and family as they visited yet I really
didn't have a clue that being in a hospital was abnormal. It was as if I simply assumed a robe with no back and a TV on a swivel pole had always been
my daily routine.
The other similiarity is what the doctors call "transient amnesia". I was told that this phenomenon is normal after experiencing trauma or being
exceptionally frightened. I cannot remember the several days before my cardiac arrest, nor can I remember anything for about a week following it. The
odd part of this is that while I have no memory of that time period I do have some random memories of very specific things that happened during that
period. For example I can recall saying things to the paramedics who responded when I was arresting (I had an irregular heart rythym and arrested in
front of the paramedics and firemen.) yet I cannot recall any other aspects of the conversation. I can't recall who I was speaking to, or what was
going on otherwise. I just remember saying the words. For the week, or so, that the amnesia applies, I have several of these orphan memories. I
imagine that there are more that I just never knew or learned to associate with that particular period of time.
Putting this together I would imagine that suddenly being forced into a birth canal by the contraction of the muscles of what you percieve as the
entire world probably counts for a trauma. Imagine standing in a small closet and the walls suddenly enveloping you and squeezing you tightly towards
a vent or something. Just on a physical level this cannot be anywhere near comfortable. On a psychological level? I'd imagine that, from a mental
standpoint, being born must be about as frightening as if one were to jump from an airplane without a parachute. I'd assume that this phenomenon of
transient amnesia is probably a huge part of why we cannot recall our births. I would also imagine that brain chemistry, in infants, works in such a
way as to preclude production of certain protiens that aid in memory formation or something like that.


lol.