Originally posted by gareth01422It is just like having sex with a human only more intence? If you keep your eyes closed, is it just
like a fantasy in your mind but with the full sensation of actually being with someone e.i make love to your wife but with your eyes closed all the
time?
There's no fantasy, no role playing and all noises/voices/communication is very limited to what we are doing at the moment.
But you must understand this is a complete relationship not exclusively sexual. She is a perfect mate: Her personality is most attractive. She's
extremely considerate, knows when to make her self known and remains almost out of mind when it's not convenient for us to interact. She's very
patient but can be a little pushy or jealous at times.
It is very similar to making love to another person, except this one you can't see. Every positive emotion is
amplified many, many times over
and flows very smoothly. True devotional love, security, cuddling, bonding and a true blending of "Spirits" occur. Sex doesn't seem to be the
primary motive but used as a reinforcement to the bonding.
All physical aspects also occur. Heavy breathing, elevated heart beat, compulsory sounds, Seminal Vesicle is very active and Dopamines flow.
Generally, the whole experience incrementally grows stronger over time. I'm told the increase will never plateou and I believe it judging from the
past.
But this isn't full on all the time. We might have an incredibly strong session after a long string of days, then something "Decouples" and the
physical connection breaks or becomes extremely weak.
The physical connection is broken but we remain very much attached every other way. Sometimes it remains decoupled for days. I am not sure exactly
what causes the detachment but they simply say it's "Neccessary".
Once it's broken we both wait. Without much of a thought, I'll be caught suprised to find it's restored, she's there and it's convenient. And we
go.
At the time of this writing we've been "Detacthed" for two days.
