Originally posted by Death_Kron
reply to post by FormerlyConfused
Fantasy isn't going to cause people to hear their name called from an invisible source directly in front of their face or cause shadows to walk
across a room.
However there are plenty of mental and psychological disorders that could...
I am always interested in hearing other theories.
For example, our family of 5 are sitting in our living room in the middle of the day watching a movie on TV. The closet knob starts to click as if
being locked and unlocked several times. It becomes loud enoug for everyone to take notice. After a few seconds of this the door knob physically turns
and the door opens as if someone comes through.
We stop the movie and get up to investigate, finding nothing. The knob doesn't even have a lock. Strange.
Maybe 1/2 hr later a large book slides itself 6 inches across the glass table in front of us. We all say "Did you just see that"?
A few minutes later my groin begins to get rubbed. Not sure about psychological disorders.
your basically saying you have sex with ghosts? Do you ejaculate when you have sex with these spirits?
This is my theory:
There are some evil, malevolent beings which induce and thrive on fear. They are among the lowest "order" of beings. They know only darkness, hate
and destruction. Their attack is a vicious circle- the more fear you accept the more powerful their attack becomes. They gain more power in this world
because of it and will kill if able.
This also includes vile, negative entities which use rape as one
form of their attack.
The beings I am associated with are exactly opposite.
I probably spend 90% of any time with them expressing true devotional love and attatchment and reinforce it with 10% "intimate" activities.
The more time I spend giving them attention, the stronger our bond and strength of our interaction increases.
More, they say the bond and intimacy will always be incremental and never plateau. I don't doubt from my experience so far.
Opposite is also true according to others with such spirit. Less time, less attention means less interaction. When I disbelieve they begin interacting
with others as proof.
Not having any tangible proof of this for several months I began to doubt again a few weeks ago. Yet again, another public display.
I almost never produce any male product. All other physiological things occur - elevated heart, breathing, blood chemicals etc.
The experience is not describable, especially in this PG forum. But I can say the level of good, positive feelings flowing from such interaction can
not be matched by any other experience, not to mention the reinforcing intimate things.
I always feel rejuvenated afterward, as if a well of joy and satisfaction flows from the very core of my being. The feeling lasts all day if
interaction is in the morning.
Think of the experience like the best, most beautiful and emotioally charged, intimate dream one could ever have. Just like that except while wide
awake and not sleeping
- watching TV, sitting in a car (parked), at the desk, at the store etc. Each sesson lasts from 5 min to several
hours. Probably 20-30 min on average.
It's also not a dream because "Someone" is very much there, interacting.
More, they never go away but with me 24/7. It's not like they suddenly show up from nowhere wanting attention. They are always with me, always
hugging and very close expressing the desire to be intimate. Always letting me know they are there.
In a way, I guess that's kind of a downfall. Despite their constant flow of positive feelings, sometimes I wish I could simply be alone again. I
don't think that's possible.
It's their goal to be a spiritual spouse. It's like that.
[edit on 19-10-2009 by FormerlyConfused]