The evidence for God is everywhere. An eyeball can't see itself, unless there is a mirror. Ok enough cryptology.
1st and foremost, we have a high percentage (80-90's) of people in hospitals in circumstances involving flat lining, critical conditions, etc ... who
report near death experiences. We have hundreds, perhaps thousands of books on this matter.
Ok so you say, "That's easy, brain synapses/neurons, etc still firing off" In that matter I send you off to research the NDE of Dannion Brinkly
having a 2 hour NDE with zero brain activity. This occurs many many times in the case of NDE's, as well as recalling things being done/said in other
hospital rooms, building, places, etc.
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Of all our 5-6, if not more, senses that we have, we can all agree on 1 thing. They are very limited. Our eye sight only see's in a specific spectrum
of light frequency paling in comparison to the eyesight of say an owl, lion, eagle, tiger, etc.
Smell pales to that of a blood hound, hearing pales to that of bats and many other animals/critters, same going for taste, touch and everything
else.
So if all our senses are so limited, just imagine all the things we are missing out on, that are going on all around us at any given time
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Science studies physical matter. Science does not look or study God, the soul, etc. There are no tools/instruments subtle enough yet invented to
pickup on the energies of spiritual matter, soul, God, etc
Only in the last 30-50 years with the advent of quantum science (physics, mechanics, etc) is science slowly and gradually encroaching on spiritual
matter and realities, but this will still take time.
Just like religion, science has boxed itself in. You have the top scientists who are like the pope, or Imam, who run all the funding, approvals of
what is studied, who gets into academia and who does not. God forbid (pun intended) that someone write their dissertation on anything related to
spirituality or God, will immediately be labeled as "psuedo science"
The fact is we should be specifically studying "psuedo science" anamolies, and so on. The results of some experiments giving different outcomes
every time is the answer of that experiment. Instead we have these rules that say results have to always reproduce the same results for something to
be fact, but there are areas where this just doesnt work(the observer's observation also influences an experiment) bringing me to the next point.
The idea of airplanes, or "flying machines" in the 1400's would be labeled as "psuedo science", quakery, witches, demonic, heretical, etc leading
to the next point:
The foundations of science are shaky. We keep seeing loopholes in science where there are rules and laws that apply to things, but then ways around
them are found. Meaning that any day, a theory of everything can be discovered that undermines and completely destroys everything we think we know is
the stat quo today.
Don't believe me? It's happened in the past with the discovery of the quantum sciences. The elders (scientists at the top) fought tooth and nail to
disprove and get rid of this sub-genre. The scientific discoveries/beliefs 100 - 300 years ago look foolish/childish to us today. Imagine what the
world 300 years from now will think about the science of 2009. Ha!!!!!
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Atheism is partially correct so you have one aspect of it down pact. The part that is correct is that anything that the mind conjures up as to
what/who/where God is, becomes a mental thought/construct/idea and God is not a thought/construct/idea. That is perhaps why you have a problem with
religion and the idea of God.
However it seems you are too wrapped up in science having all the answers. You must realize science/spirituality/God go hand in hand.
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Religion is basically a muddied up, greedy, corrupted, and constructed bunch of organizations based on ideas of what people think God is. Since we
both agree religion sux, let us move on to a different terminology; spirituality.
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Spirituality is something tapped into while in meditation, an NDE, a glimpse beyond your mind/thought, going deep within, self inquiry, or a vast
array of other ways.
God is basically the underlying reality of all things, within all matter and all matter within God. So of course its difficult to comprehend and see
when everything you are looking at and even you yourself have God within it all. i.e. the eye can't see itself.
Let us not go the route of a childish idea that God is some bearded guy living on a cloud hurling lightning bolts at sinners and raining down rose
petals on saints. That's stupid, let's move on.
When you strip down all of reality, the ego, the mind, awareness, presence, etc behind all of that is God. And so the spiritual journey is one of
stripping down all of those things so only seeing God is left.
How does this work with science? Look up higgs bosons. Look up Bose/Einstein condensate and you will see there how matter has to transform to see God
which also works the same way for us;
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There is no point in arguing God/No God ..that is all mind/intellect based when God is beyond the mind/intellect. So those who have gone there and
seen God are right and speak truth. Those that haven't are also right because they themselves haven't gone there and haven't seen, so saying there
is "no God" is right to those people. But as objective truth you're wrong.
It comes down to direct experience of this. Read, discuss, debate all you want. At the end of the day it comes down to those who experience God and
those who don't. The truth and the answers are all in direct experience of God.
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My friend, I can gather from the way you write and think, especially since you already tried Xtianity, that the best thing for you would be Advaita,
Nondulaity, Vasistha, self inquiry, meditation, cloud of unknowing. Simply because you are very mind/intellect/thinking based and because of that,
those I mentioned above would work wonders for you!!!!
Basically what happens with the above paths/ways is that you use your intellect/mind so much, wrestling with what is said/written in those topics,
that eventually your mind/intellect reaches its own ends, or tires itself out and pauses for a few seconds. There at the end of mind/intellect, at the
pause, you will see/experience God.
Until then however, you are simply a speculator. Blunt and to the point I dont care how much it bothers your ego for me to say that. Just a
speculator. The ego/mind/intellect is in the way of seeing God, those aspects block God. Look past them and a whole new world will open up for you my
friend. Then we will celebrate with confetti, balloons, praise, song & dance at your awakening.
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Xtian path is simply give yourself over to Jesus. Faith and trust. For certain minded people this won't work. So going through the other paths I
mentioned above and experiencing God for yourself, will eventually bring you back to Xtianity and everything Jesus said, will then in your spiritually
awakened enlightenment become truth.
Until then its all words, ideas, thoughts and non of those are God.