Originally posted by jackieps1975
reply to post by Silenceisall
The important thing for me is that this coincided with a spiritual awakening. I now believe that my consciousness was/is being reorganized. I
see more deeply into the nature of reality than I ever have. Actually, if now feels like I am of this world and not of this world at the same time. My
ego amd mind no longer rule the roost....I think "why me?" The answer I get is that this is happening to a great many people now.
Indeed! This is why we've all gathered. Although some of us aren't necessarily feeling the same type of clarity that you are. I can personally
relate the feeling of being a part of this world / but not....
It's a strange awakening of sorts. Please tell us what you're experiences have been? Are you being drawn towards anything specific? Are you more
focused on certain elements that you didn't give much thought to before (ie. change in thought patterns), etc. etc. ~~I'm trying to gather as much
specific information as possible. 
(P.S. While I don't put a great deal of faith into the WebBot stuff, things are certainly starting to point towards their epiphanies. Particularly
with what we've been addressing here...)
[edit on 16-6-2009 by jackieps1975]
This is from an old post of mine. It sums up what has been happening to me.
Changes in vision:
· Over the past few years, I have noticed an increased sensitivity to light. This is expressed in the amount of time that elapses between when I look
away from a light source and when its afterimage disappears. Even dimly lit objects, like a hand, can leave an afterimage now.
· I have begun to see auras around people and objects. I usually see faintly coloured auras—often bluish-green—around people. Many people have a
yellow aura around their heads—particularly those who seem to have a lot of mental energy.
Visual Phenomena When I Close my Eyes:
· When I close my eyes, I regularly see fluid energy patterns and shapes. The shapes are often too faint to make out, but sometimes I can see the
traces of known objects and, rarely, what appear to be human and humanoid faces.
Changes in the Body:
· Over the last few years, I have noticed a feeling of increased energy running though my body. I do not mean increased vigour. This is a feeling of
a faint current of energy running through my entire body. This is accompanied by increased tension in the muscles.
· Recently, my lower forehead has begun to tingle, as has my crown. Sometimes there is a feeling of pressure in my head. Frequently the tingling
sensation behind my brow is accompanied by a feeling of slight pressure beneath it. This may be sinus related, but I do not think so.
Dream Experiences:
· This experience occurred after a near solid week of quite disturbing dreams. I do not often have nightmares, but the energy in these dreams was
distinctly negative. I will not go into details, but suffice it to say that the dreams had a depraved and decadent quality to them. On the night in
question, I was having one of these dreams. In the dream, I looked out a window into the sky, which was rather menacing. In the sky I saw many dark
circular shapes, but they seemed to be made of the clouds themselves. Suddenly, I was face-to-face with a human-looking figure. I was not able to
clearly see his facial features, but I remember a few details. The face was that of a man in his late fifties or early sixties. He had straight salt
and pepper hear and a bright pink aura was emanating from under his hairline. Then I was shown a thick and tightly wound spiral of flesh, after which
the man reappeared. Now he was holding a large jar that contained a frail-looking grey-green humanoid.
· Last year, Kim and I had a couple over for dinner that we enjoy spending time with. We had a pleasant night. I remember feeling particularly warm
towards my guests and Kim. At one point in the night, while we were all sitting together, I remember feeling like Kim and I—who were side by
side—were encircled by a surge of love energy. Later, when it was time to go to bed, I spontaneously decided to try to meditate. I had not meditated
much at this point, so I was not familiar with any techniques. While Kim was falling asleep, I moved to the end of our bed and assumed the lotus
position. After a short time, I began to feel a warm energy enter my body from my crown. I felt it travel down into my stomach—which had been
bothering me for years—and gather intensity there. I had the distinct impression that my stomach problems were being helped by the energy. I became
startled when I realized what was happening, and decided to go to sleep. When I got under the covers, I felt a distinct presence next to me (lying on
the bed between me and Kim). The presence felt loving and warm, and particularly affectionate towards me. After a few minutes, Kim woke with a start
and said she had a dream that a third person was in the room.
· I woke up in the middle of the night. At the end of the bed was the face of an attractive, dark haired woman. She was a deep blue colour and was
looking at us with a smile.
· I woke up and heard a voice lecturing me on how important it was to love. I had the sense that I was getting a crash course regarding the various
truths about love (i.e.: love is unconditional, it is all that matters, there is no excuse for failing to love, you must…it is crucial that….etc).
As the voice spoke, I saw a block-like sine wave in my mind’s eye. I sensed that the sine wave was in some way related to what the voice was saying,
and was part of the process being used to imbed the information.
(continued in next post...)
[edit on 16-6-2009 by Silenceisall]
. For the last two days i had trouble staying asleep. Never had that problem but now i had it 4 times in 2 nights.
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. To such an extent that I start to panic if I get stuck in traffic. It has
never been this bad before, not until recently (like 3 months or so). It's grown beyond the point of the whole 'not liking small spaces' thing. Now
it's that I cannot be confined at all or even in crowds or traffic without experiencing significant discomfort and immense anxiety. 
