posted on Jun, 14 2009 @ 08:48 PM
I hope not of what I posted implied to you that I'm a miserable person or that I don't enjoy living. I'm just the type of person that always tries
to see the logic in my actions, to better refine my sense of what I "should" be doing at given any point in time. I can simply enjoy the sense of
being alive every moment, but I have this desire for more that I haven't resolved yet, and I can't truly be satisfied until then.
I left the organized religion herd because nobody could prove any of it to my satisfaction. Same with all ethics and morals entirely, thinking it was
all relative, until I noticed the objective and demonstrable effects of gaining and losing entropy. Entropy produces loss of energy, separation,
ignorance, fear, hatred, chaos, randomness, etc. Reverse entropy is increasing energy, unity, love, knowledge, order, symmetry, etc. All I was
[edit on 14-6-2009 by bsbray11]