Originally posted by wylekat
Is God good or bad. Easy to see how BAD God is.
I prayed for 20 years for some basic human needs ( a sig other, a family, a normal, stable life). I got....
*My heart broken severely.
*Talents that make my friends stare in disbelief (arts, music, ect ect ect)- and Any and ALL attempts at use to enrich and further my life- screwed
over in ways I cant even begin to explain.
* I am left on basic 'life support'- I have food, shelter, power, and yes- internet (who doesn't in some form or another unless you live in a mud
hut- and even then....)- I am allowed only certain things in my life. Anything other than 'certain things' becomes an all out disaster.
* God's 'happy little piss ant followers' love to tell me constantly how "Blessed!" I am that I am LIVING. And then split hairs about how I can
see, hear, ect ect. If this is living- let me DIE.
*These same SOBs like to then proceed to stab me in the back, as screwed as I am, and on top of insult and injury, get whatever their dark little
hearts pray for- and then have every excuse ever heard- and invent a few extra on the spot- as to why THEY get good things, and I get left with a
toilet full of week old *ahem* crap.
*Ask any person who has had their child die, or massive misfortune befall them how 'good' God is. Not convinced? Read Job- or as I like to call it
" God hangs out in Vegas". Screws someone over- inflicts disease all over him, and when Job asks why... " BECAUSE I CAN, MORTAL!" Of course Job
gets double back. You always do when you gamble..... Even when you're a pawn, evidently.
And this just isnt me. THink of how many millions go thru this, HAVE gone thru this- and only the real insane ones praise this capricious,
uncaring deity for his 'love'.
Also- keep in mind- if God is 'good', WHY did God create a being he KNEW would turn evil- and then let this being have at it anywhere he wanted?
It's like raising a kid to be a crook- but you're a 'good' parent. Or so you'd say...
[edit on 14-6-2009 by wylekat]
I have never had anything too bad happen to me, I've had pets die, friends diagnosed as ill (severely in one particular case) and even family die, to
me these are bad things, just not bad enough to 'bowl me over' (yet.).
I cannot even begin to understand what you may have gone through, but! (There's always a but isn't there?)
For me, I see it as I was supposed to experience this. I am not afraid of death, I am quite looking forward to it, yet if I were too lose a close
friend, girlfriend or my mum (only parent) then I would be devastated, I would like to think my faith would hold ("I was supposed to experience this,
I needed to understand this pain first hand") but I'm just not sure.
The worst part of death for me is leaving people behind, or being left behind.
For you I say accept that you were supposed to experience these things and try and find out what you may have learned/supposed to have learned, this
always easier said than done.
Then maybe you can help people deal with these obstacles as they come up, as you have done.
I would like to add, I am not religious, I do not follow any religion, but I try and find spirituality where I can, I do believe in a God, just not
some dude who sits on a cloud judging whether people are worthy or not of his love/attention.
Good luck and I'm sorry if I am one of those people you mentioned in your post above, I just don't like seeing people 'lost' in the dark.
EMM