Weeeee, all done
. Funny to read this whole thread and see how everybody is doing in those years. Hats off to TRG for keeping this thread alive and
sticking with it for al those years.
Years ago i had a spinning cycle episode in my bed after i saw my arm in front of my face while having the physical one beside me. After this i never
got further and just dropped the whole thing. I have to say i was on St John's wort at the time ( a natural anti-depressant but als o very nice for
lucid dreaming and things like that. ).
Anyway, i've always been able to have lucid dreams (well, semi because i know i am dreaming but can't really dictate my surroundings, but i can fly
and 'escape' with blinking my eyes and waking up) but the whole OBE thing has untill this day eluded me. I ordered two books. the learning astral
projecting in 90 days and the cd companion of the same writers ( Enyalius recommended them at the time. )
Last night i was trying to get relaxed, concentrating on getting out of the fleshmobile but not to much, control my breathing and just about was so
busy on not being busy with anything some people could say i was working my dayjob
. Needless to say i got nowhere fast but was enjoying the ride.
After i gave up i read something that said that you just have to find your divine spark inside of you and keep a hold of it when you found it. Sounds
impossible but lo and behold i think i got it after 10 minutes or so trying to sleep. Everytime i get that little part of me it feels like my
concsiousness is sucked out of the back of my head with a vacuumcleaner
. Really weird but instead of looking against the back of my eyelids the
space was expanding like crazy. No sounds though but that's ok. My hands where tingling at one time and my 'essence' was on a rollercoaster-ride
through the back of my head and i got so excited that it stopped but i know how to get it back.
Oh and today after this little episode of last night i kept getting the strange time things on different clocks. My MP3 player has a clock on it that
never went on winter-time so when i looked at it there was 11:11 on it, an hour later on my pc clock. A few hours later it was 15:15, i did see 17:17
while on work but i could be waiting on that one semi-concsiously, not sure and just a half anhour ago i had 18:18 on the clock. Not sure what it
means but if there is no such thing as a coincidence i think i'm on the right track with this one
Thanks for lighting my fire on this one TRG
BTW i had a detached funny feeling over me the whole day like i could pop out at any moment
. Luckily nothing happened during the day though.
[edit on 25-3-2008 by Harman]