Night before last, I just kept popping out and then slowly falling to the floor.
hahahahahaha............I have had a really LOW energy week. Sometimes the fibromyalgia just zapps me dry..........Soooooo I would will myself right
back into my body and attempt to just sleep, but I would pop out again. I just kept getting allot of vibrations and sounds and they would bring me out
It seamed like I spent all night long just trying to STAY in my body and sleep
This was exausting, and I wound up sleeping very long into the day trying to make up for all the 'in & out' that went on the night before.
Last night I was zapped of energy again and just went to sleep. Today however when I first woke up to the alarm I decided to turn it off and go back
to sleep for however long my body decided to sleep.
I wound up getting good vibrations and sounds and I was able to get out and go through the roof. This seemed to take hours
I want to check out this thing some people do when going through solid walls ect, where they make some kind of ppppsssssst sound which helps them
transition smoother through things. I think it could help me to.
SO....... my OOBE today was pretty dam cool in the fact that I have total recall of going out, and total recall of my return, as well as the adventure
It was a lesson in lack of energy................I use a swimming motion to get flying, and put my arms out like superman to fly, but I was flying SO
and I would slowly sink to the ground and kinda lay there....
I would get myself back up and see a cute little cloud way up in the sky and I would aim for it.....I would SLOWLY swim toward it...so slowly...and it
was blowing away from me faster than I was getting to it. So I gave up......I just tryd to fly across the sky and see where I would go......
I saw a big dust devil below me so I dropped down to watch it and I got tangled in it and spun around quite a bit
So I backed away since I
obviously had gotten to close :p once I backed off I found myself slowly laying on the ground again like I was gunna lay down and go to sleep.....but
I was NOT planning to do that, so I forced myself up.....flapped my arms some more and got myself back in the air and got into my little
swimming/flight routine. I was just going SO SLOW. I was wide awake but I am just really lacking PHYSICAL energy......
I tryed to fully visualise this warehouse I know, & to try and transport myself immedietley there, but that didn't work either...the energy I used
trying to 'SEE' where I wanted to go was taken from my flying energy and I slowly fell to the ground to find myself laying there again.
At this point I decided to return to my body, but funny thing is I had to slowly fly in the direction of my house and I was just like flying in thick
oil...taking long jumps...... after a bit of this I was able to bring 'some awareness' to my body, and then my view was of me approaching the roof
and I SLOWLY came through the ceiling and SLOWLY rejoined my body. It felt very much like slowly going down into warm water....... After a couple of
minutes I was able to wiggle my toes, and I burst out laughing at this OOBE lesson 'lack of energy'
I am also going to be getting the 'Energy work' book as well.............man oh man was a funny slow motion OOBE I had today.