posted on May, 18 2006 @ 04:49 PM
Ok so i had an intresting expierience last night. i watched tv untill about midnight and then went straight to bed turned off the tv etc. After about
2 minutes with my eyes closed, thinking about trying to project but with no real intentions. let me explain the ongoings of the past few nights first.
All week i have had very, very, short and cloudy dreams. for example One invloved me finding 100$, another where i burned a hole in my floor with a
cigerette. maby at most 3 of these short dreams in a night. And they seem to always take place in the room in which i am sleeping.
well i have been trying to take votaile's (sp) advice and just let things come to me without fear. well every night after turning off thel ights and
watching tv i had had some fear of ?. Well on tuesday i was sitting in bed, and i was thinking before that i was phycologoly ready for the astral and
that my fear was preety worthless. and all of a sudden about 5 minutes later i feel this very scary presence, and at thesame time my cat gets up and
immidetiley starts looking all around my room. I tryed to shield his eyes and force him to stop looking around but he wouldent, he hopped off my bed
and started looking around from the floor. i Immideatley threw the blanket over my head, and tried to use my fear and send it a message to stop. I
then felt like something was making me very heavy, and i let it continue and tryed to send out some kind of message that i would cooperate. i went to
bed with the tv on, and when i woke up it was off. that night i i dident dream of anything. the next morning all i could think about was how dumb the
fear i had was. Almost ashamefull.
But i am happy that happened, last night all of my fear was gone.
so now ill continue, so about 2 minutes after closing my eyes, and somewhat meditating. I got a feeling of calm and just contentness. it felt as if i
was sliding out of my body from the feet. and at times it felt like my head had slid into my chest, and that i was almost out. But whenever i would
get that far i would open my eyes, to make it stop. i told myself to just wait, im not really shore why.
thats my story im quite happy about how things are going, baby steps. But i think thats the only way to master something completley.
Also whats a good way to findout if someone is an astral traveler, or even believer etc. A person i know whomb is a bit older is very into the martial
arts. and always drinks homemade herbal teas, he talks of meditation alot. But the other day he was asking a friend of mine who works at quiznos, if
they made a good vegetable sub, etc what hours they could stop by to get one. This struck my intrest a bit, so i asked why he wasent eating meats, he
said he is a type of vegan and doesnt eat meat because it sits in your stomach two long. He tried to change the subject a bit, but another friend of
mine asked why he dident want meat sitting in his stomach. he quickly said "Spiritual reasons, nah just a combination of a few things" and he
sucessfully changes the subject.
So i started thinking, maby he dosent like the meat in his stomach because, ( just a guess) he likes to astral travel, and this could probabley effect
how your body uses energy, and tie him down to his material body. Does anyone know anything about this.
But anyway i want to ask him if he is doing this to help with OOBE's because as of now i mention it very little, and i think it would be cool to have
someone who is sucessfull at these kinds fo things to talk to in person, i just dont want to come off as a lunatic if i am totaley wrong and he has no
idea what im talking about. lol im shore you all know what i mean.