Decided to post this as it's the reason I came back to this site. I wrote it about 10 minutes after i woke up with a deeply pulsing pineal gland and
no i don't care to edit it. =). It's just from my dream journal so I just write as much as I can as fast as I can, but in it I include some details
that may help make your projections pretty interesting. They've gone from short trips of walking around a dimensional neighborhood then waking up,
to full body pulses and flying the speed of light, and a bunch of other cool stuff. =). I've been training with some Qi Gong / Taoist stuff from
this teacher and I've noticed its effects on astral projection as I also deepen the experience further, so, here it is, my dream journal today:
"well i just forced my way out of probably a one hour astral projection and i feel like at any moment i can slip into another reality, literally, its
becomming too easy.
I need to get out the things i learned.
THe energy body would project and get stuck when it ran out of "fuel" at that point I dissolved into the reality i was in, returning the light i
borrowed, the body, as it is not me, i am the spirit, so i let the light body that get stuck dissolve.
I probably had over 100 projections
A few of them were repeats and I was wondering why they were so dull when i was trying to go to some exciting places. I took note of a magazine i
looked at so when i woke up i could check with what i saw but obviously this place is completely different!
I remember going outside, it was a wonderful energetic variance, i could feel the energy, the visuals were coming in and out, i was trying to hold on.
I was climbing a tree covered in flowers, and jumping to another one, small trees like they were in my backyard, i remember it made me so happy, the
tree was so vivid and aline energetically, it was really the feel of another dimension different then this earth i thought, i had another projection
and came out and did again and the sky was stormy this time and i tried to make lightning strike, it did but it didnt really.. like it was a
projection of intention to manifest.. the whole experience is like. On numerous occasions I tried to put myself in specfic places to do specific
things and it too many projections to finaly do it.
umm.. what else.. around the end i thought i was levitating my body off the bed, but it may have beem my astral body, basically i am noticing a trend
where once projecting my association of the "home base" changes. Its like going to another universe, and taking on a new role, new world even though
it seems like home, it seems familiar, which has me wondering about these things my teacher tought me. as I type this my vision is a blur and my
forehead is feeling a lot of pressure and i know if I lay down I'd be off in another world again. I am tempted to go back but i don't want to push
myself too hard. For example:
I was laying on my side and felt the vibrations, very intense. I felt them when i was fading in consciousness, like i was having 2d visions and i
instantly knew, hey # that, i'm dreaming now, so queue the vibrations but they were too much, and its just easier on my back, dammit. So i woke up..
its hard to explain but i'm trying to teach myself how to willfully enter this state and these worlds.. something about.. i know i have to take the
visuals of the 3rd and PULL THEM.. I need to make them turn 3D.. Its like stepping into the TV screen.. a 2D vision displaying a 3D world. So when I
feel the visuals coming I know I can enter them. Writing the "how-to" of this is difficult but I will try.
So but i woke up and layed on my back to try it that way, i didnt think i would fall back to sleep but its not even like that, i bypass the sleep
process these days as it seems, literally going from one place to another without the perception of losing consciousness. No doubt the body sleeps but
it is a gradual transition of the spirit/ the mind. You can literally be staring at the physical wall and feel the vibrations, still looking at the
wall, and be astral.
So I was laying on my back, and i tried that advice of that Lucidology101 youtube guy about 90% of the body's tension being in the jaw. So i relaxed
my jaw. I might add that also all the nerve development qi gong type training the teacher has me doing has really helped. I was feeling my entire
body at once and I think this helped the experience, helped me induce vibrations.. ok so like i was just relaxing my jaw, laying on my back, feeling
my entire body, trying to make it vibrate, and i wasnt trying to create a 2D visual... its hard to explain.. but recognizing the ego, its layers, and
what binds you to this world... like brain light sensory impulse from this world keeps us here... like if you are meditating you are in a deep trance
and you feel like you can trace back the process of how you got there, you associate that current state with who you are,and as soon as you open your
eyes a little, you are snapped out of it and into ego mode, fully absorbed back into this reality but feeling pretty chill as well, but still feeling
like getting back to where you were was unreachable.
Perhaps because as the light entires the eyes it starts breaking down the '___' or something, it shuts down the 3rd, your portal, and connection here:
physical reality light, using physical eyes, its enough to bring you back. Its interesting though, some reading I did where this guru said the eyes
are "symbolic", since they are just as illusionary as the reality, so pointing them somewhere is like an intention of focus, talking about rolling
your eyes to look at your 3rd eye type of stuff. But yeah.. I am rambling but all of these things, these concepts, realizations and training have
gotten me to this astral projection.. skill?
So anyways.. laying on my back, feeling my body as i've been training, remembering the vibration feel, allowing it to come.. the only real trick here
is that you keep RELAXING.. RELAX RELAX RELAX... tell your body to sleep, even if you aren't tired... relax..feel the body, allow vibrations.. if
its the morning then you should still have some visuals firing in your head with ease.. if not.. close your eyes... just RELAX.. wait for them to
come.. dont engage them.. just relax more and more... you'll see a visual and try and GRAB IT..thinking.. pull this into 3D, and you may do that and
lose it, like wake up a little, but more visuals will come and you may notice the vibrations in your body starting to come.
When the vibrations are very strong, its still not over. It has gotten more difficult in some regards for me, the experience of the vibrations have
become more intense.. the ringing has become a very high pitch. (i made the stupid mistake a few days ago where i...well i try and select a
destination when in vibration mode.. and i said.. "take me to the place of highest spiritual understanding".) And the vibrations intensified x10,
ha.. i had to abort, will try again later maybe.
so like..when they come you know, it used to be easy for me to roll out or something but nowadays I really have to put a lot of emphasis on relaxing
more and more, telling the body to sleep.. if the mind is experiencing the vibrations its already alert, dont worry, you will just feel yourself
become lighter sort of and get out easier.
My head is still dizzy, I can feel alot of pressue on my hard palette.
So whatever, I'm in another reality now, jumping around doing this and that. I know its like swapping places with another identity of yours because
you seem to think what you are seeing is HOME.. its YOUR reality... so I had to do a few reality checks.. i mean i was running through the house, but
i would do stuff like go through a window, and I knew I was still an astral dude... but thats what bothers me, the associations.. its all just LIGHT..
its all just STUFF.. energy... only seperation in vibration.. its not some ghostly body to me, its just vibrational seperation, it is infinite
dimensions, fractal universes to explore of which we are attached to intamately. So I dont like propagating "my astral body" type of stuff.. your
spirit swaps places with another version of you is what it feels like. But that being said, its like you are swapping places with another PHYSICAL
version of yourself and yet still projecting some energy ghost, lol.. its pretty trippy.
And yes, as I felt the visuals fading i would be back in the OTHER body.. like the other body in another universe.. like i said, visuals fade and
also you come to a dead stop, and at that point i just let the vessel i am using dissolve into light, returning it. You'll be back in "a body"..
feeling vibrations, here is your chance to charge. It is my theory based an experience some weeks ago that what we project highly depends on energy
levels, let me explain:
Astral projection is NOT lucid dreaming, i can't believe that, i am sorry. Dreaming there is more control and i dont wake up with physical
I have woken up from astral projections feeling really tired for most of the day, like just DRAINED.. and I felt better before I projected. I have had
vibrating..BONES...feeling my entire skull and feeling the symptoms i still am, 30 minutes later, heavy forehead/brain pressure and pressure on the
roof of the mouth.
Ok so what does that have to do with anything? I mentioned I had a teacher who has been teaching me some Qi Gong and Taoist really hardcore energy
awareness training. I basically just feel the nerves in my body internally.. like feel my whole body and make circuits of movment internally, feeling
every edge of my skin and internally, like holding out your hand and feeling that tingling but doing it for your whole body. This really helps develop
your nervous system.