posted on May, 13 2005 @ 09:46 AM
Hi, i'm new here, but i've been lurking for a while, i don't think i've ever read so many fascinating threads.
A few years ago i became interested in lucid dreaming (something i still only manage to do for about 2 seconds before waking up), and through that
OBE's. I tried some exercises a few times and got to a stage where my body felt like it was shaking or vibrating really fast and i could here a whine
in my ears, but that then just ended, nothign further happened. I just kinda gave up after that.
But something damned weird happened to me the night before last. I wasn't trying to have an OBE, but i woke up early in the morning and as i was
drifting off to sleep, curled up on my side, my body started that vibrating again and i could hear this loud whining or buzzing sound. At this point i
just thought what the hell, why not see if i can actually go further, so i tried to move my mind as it were, and then in my mind (my eyes were shut) i
saw these 3 or 4 faces looking at me, the vibrating lessened slightly and for some reason i suddenly cried out 'please someone help me, someone guide
me', and then it all ended.
I became fully concious and was confused, and decided just to go back to sleep. Then i was dreaming again, and i suddenly became lucid and imeadietly
the same thing that always happens, happened, the world around me started to dim and i knew i was waking up, but then something awful happened. It was
all dark, or dark grey around me, and i knew i was lying on my back on my bed and i was shaking again and the sound was back. But i felt terrible, i
was terrified, and the sound suddenly became voices, it sounded to me like chanting like 'Oom bah yoo' i half imagined it was 'who are you' and i
could sudenly see many beings surrounding me. They were humanoid but i could see little about them as i was viewing everything as a sort of negative.
I was terrified and just wnated them to go away. Then thankfully i woke up.
I was lying there absolutely terrfied. Now this may have happened before or after the above incident, i don;t recall the order, hell it might not have
happened and i'm confusing it with the above experience, but i managed to drift off again, and again with the shaking and and the sound, and the
feeling of evil around me.
AThe next thing i remember was lying in bed scared silly, after whichever incident had happened last and i just screamed in my mind 'go away, leave
me alone, i don;t want a guide or anything, just go away. in the name of god i tell you to go away, leave me.' i also said it out loud, just in case.
My mind settled a little, and i considered not sleeping and coming on here to tell you guys, but after a few minutes i felt calm again, and the
experience didn;t seem so bad, so i eventually went back to sleep.
And AGAIN i woke to the shaking and the sound, but this time i could see the room around me and i felt a whoosh and saw my left leg and foot kinda
seethrough and at an angle up out of my body. I felt less fear and just decided to go for it, to try to come out of my body, but i woke up.
Nothing else happened that night and i felt fine in the morning. But damn that was weird.
Now i would LOVE to chock this up to sleep paralasys, where you can;t move but are aware and usually feel a malavelent force around you or see
something weird. But the shaking and sound make me feel more like it was a half OBE or something, i really don;t know. But it was certainly the most
terrified and i can remember feeling.
Any thoughts or ideas guys? Was my mind just halucinating? Any comments at all would be much appreciated.
Sorry for the long post, and i would still love to actually astral project, the idea is incredible to me, but the idea i might come out of my body and
be surrounded by a bunch of chanting things, i'm not so happy about...