Many of you are actually Aliens, page 9

Originally posted by CrashGecko
Please help. I would like a normal life. I want to be me or like everyone else but my thoughts are hard to handle and understand.

We will never be like the humans. We will never be "normal". We can adapt, assimilate, copy, but deep in our souls we are not human. Once you realize that, you will be at peace with yourself.

It seems t me that you need a lot of grounding, CrashGecko, so it will be easier for you to be on this planet. This might help.

reply to post by Stormdancer777

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I believe you also. As for the origin of my soul, I personally have no idea. All I do know is, this is not my first time around. I also know that it's been inter-dimensional, so ET would make sense.

reply to post by Hazelnut

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since when is 'screw off' a four letter word?, its not much differant then get off my back, like im saying to you now. i dont have to believe BS.

for gods sake, just leave it, and stop being petty.

I dont belive this stuff and I heard it before. its called a cult they dont usually end well.


[edit on 2-6-2009 by MR BOB]

reply to post by pieinthesky

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I dont know what to think about Indigo children or Aquarian children or Starpeople...to be completely honest, it all sounds a bit new age and silly - also, I realize that a lot of people will jump at the chance to talk about themselves so it is hard for me, at first impression, to believe some of the posts/replies...but I realize that my opinions are the product of this system, this reality. Knowing that, I always try to maintain a chronic open mind about everything I see, hear, read, etc. at the same time use my intelligence and discretion to tell the difference between truth and BS.

The reason why I am posting because I fit that list of descriptions of a starperson to a "T". I just feel as though I dont belong here - that I am just not composed of what is necessary to thrive here. I see so many things about my own species that I just dont understand. I dont understand the need....obsession with many of the material things that so many people cherish. Our whole economy is littered with aspects of materialism....so much so that the entire system would fall apart without them. So I ask myself; What is the appeal? I mean so many people spend so much of themselves, put themselves through so much trouble and stress, sometimes kill themselves over material matters and for what? Just so they can have an automobile with leather seats and the latest GPS tech.? - Just so they can have a home with 7 bathrooms and 10 bedrooms when they are a family of 4?. Then they turn around and buy furniture to fill all of the rooms, most of which are never even used. I just can't understand it. If anyone reading this fits what I am describing, I am not trying to offend you or your intelligence in any way - I am merely explaining the reasoning for my incomprehension.

So there's that..

I read a post on here yesterday about people with ADHD/ADD. Now, I have never been diagnosed, but I exhibit many, if not all of the characteristics of a person with this condition. Now most people would describe it as "suffering from a disorder" - but I am not suffering and I dont see it as a disorder. I graduated...barely graduated highschool with a 2.0 GPA (...impressive, I know lol) - I attended two colleges afterwards, both of which I failed out of. I have trouble staying on task. It takes a great deal of energy to force myself to pay attention to things that do not interest me. I frequently start projects but can never finish them. I forget to do things all the time... I will go to the store and forget why.. those are just some.. However, I have an above average IQ, I am a very proficient problem solver. I can draw portraits, still life, comic book art, graphiti, characters, concept art... pretty much anything. I also paint and sculpt too. I play guitar in a band and have been for the past 10 years. I also play piano, drums, sing and write my own music. Music and art are things that I just have a natural aptitude for. I never took music lessons and I basically taught my art class my senior year in highschool. I can do all of this, yet I cant even pass a few college courses?... sometimes I feel I am either the dumbest smart person I know - or the smartest dumb person... i think both are the same lol.
anyway, do I sound like a starperson???

Also, I have a 4 year old son that is smarter than most 6-7 year-olds i know. He can read and write - he takes things apart with my tools. He has these flash cards with each of the 50 states on them and is able to assemble them in the shape of the U.S. just from looking at a map... I dont know if he is gifted or what, but i couldnt do those things at his age...

sorry for the long post, but this all just struck a very resonant chord within me and I had to respond.
thanks for reading

reply to post by CrashGecko

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Here's thread I recommend: www.abovetopsecret.com... strongly.
Another is: www.abovetopsecret.com...
Telos related to the annanuki, to lemuria/australia and mars.

I don't know what questions you might have, so just feel free to u2u me anytime you'd like. I'm searching myself, but am drawn to certain information.

[edit on 2-6-2009 by mystiq]

reply to post by Spooky Fox Mulder

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I still remember when I was a little kid, when my friends were playing with toy guns, I thought to myself "they are childish" and didn't play with it even I had those.
I didn't know that people don't dream in colors and I didn't know people can't dream what will happen next day. These symptoms diminished a lot when I grew up.
I can read people's mind but it's not like hearing voice or something and not in very specific things. Hard to explain, but I know what others think.
When I was growing, I always thought some people are waiting and approach me some day. And they did. The person who approached wanted me to forget about what I learned in schools and start in white paper. And told strange things that I couldn't absorb or accept.
I remember one day, strange email came. It was email that someone explaining strange things going on to her friend. I think someone hacked her mail and send it to me in purpose. I ignored it because I was also scared during those days. I think she was one of my kind and I regret not contacting her. I didn't join them.
I had somewhat successful career because I can predict things in big scale quite well. I can't drink alcohol. I somehow pop up with ideas and solutions that people simply pass by. I don't want other people to find out difference that I have. However, Once I heard my colleague joking like "you are alien who pretends to be a human." and others who heard it agreed.
I invented some influential technology and some of them are already in use but I'm unawared and I like this way.
I know I'm different with other people but I don't know who I am.

[edit on 2-6-2009 by mirine]

reply to post by bloodline

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How about the fact that my normal body temperature is always about 2 degrees below the average human beings?
How about the fact that I can function quite well with less than half the blood that a normal human being has, on a regular basis and remain very active with no side effects?
How about the fact that I have had paranormal events happening quite regularly to me all my life to the point that I don't even pay much attention to them anymore?
How about the fact that I have seen more than 6 UFO's in my life so far.
I won't even begin to go into all of my psychic experiences. They are too numerous to count.

Ah why am I wasting my time? Oh ya.. because maybe just maybe.. you might understand that some people are not this way by choice. It is not an easy life being different. It does not make us happy. But helping others is something we are compelled to do.

Keep insulting and flaming. I will keep being who I am whether you accept it as a reality or not.

reply to post by Spooky Fox Mulder

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You're probably completely correct about the grounding issue...most of us don't have enough of it anyway.

CrashGecko....this might help with that too...enjoy the flight!


www.abovetopsecret.com...

reply to post by NephraTari

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I'm almost positive that blood bit is a flat out lie.
As I can't see anyone losing more than HALF the blood in their body, and simply doing regular things, like you said.
"Lost half the blood in my body...Gotta get that laundry done..."

And as for your body temperature- Some people are naturally low, and naturally high. I'm naturally high, and so I have an extremely hard time climatizing.

Oh, and the uh, telepathy/paranormal events/space ghosts, whatever- Could be a mental disorder.
In all seriousness; you should be checked out, before you pose a risk to yourself or others. Bragging about voices in your head or delusions of grandeur aren't something to be proud of.

[edit on 2-6-2009 by Dewm0nster]

reply to post by Dewm0nster

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I personally HATE lies! sincerely if you need proof next time I go to my doctor I will ask him for a copy of my hemoglobin for you.


lol mental disorder huh? well I guess it helps that I have almost NEVER been alone in the experiences then hmm?
I can count on one hand the number of times that something has happened and someone else was not there to witness it.



And just where did I say anything about voices in my head?
And how the heck do you equate being different to having dellusions of grandeur?

Your logic is lacking.



[edit on 2-6-2009 by NephraTari]

reply to post by MR BOB

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I just want to point out to you that people who are aware of these things, are often experiencers. It does go hand in hand. Often their whole families are. Often their sitings and missing time coincides, so they know they're not delusional. Quite frequently, they are gifted with psi or a variety of abilities, but not always very religious. Some may be into new age groups, but most don't like any forms of organized spiritual or religious things, and are on a self journey that way, simply choosing to learn from many many different types of people. For example, I love CavemanDD's threads, but havn't guru'd him yet!

So far, you've brought up two things constantly thrown up at anyone sharing personal experiences: mental illness, and cult/or guring someone. Another brought up the "oh you think you're special" thing.
These are such predictable, tiring, statements. Just saying.

[edit on 2-6-2009 by mystiq]

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