posted on Apr, 7 2011 @ 03:23 PM
i'm a 16 year old male
Ive always felt that i didn't fit in with many people. The only friendships i've ever had have been completely platonic and lasted for years. and i've
never really had a serious relationship with someone i trust and connect deeply with (i am still young, i know). until now that is... but she's
amazing and seems to be 'different' in the same way as i am (and lots of others i see).
My views on human behavior are that humans in general are placid, stupid... and destroy most of the beauty created by nature and a select few. also i
went through a phase where i hated humanity, but to be honest i just pity it. don't get me wrong there are/have been some phenomenally great creative
and academic minds. but they are far outweighed by the general stupidity going on around us.
Also i recently had a weird episode with my food, i went off of everything to the point where i couldn't eat, and eating anything made me gag (i
actually got really badly skinny and had to force myself to eat again) and now i can only eat organic foods... i can't stomach Sweets, Chocolate or
anything full of chemicals (like processed meats).
i thought this may just be some kind of insanity on my part but at the same time a close family friend, who is VERY psychic, had exactly the same
symptoms. She also told me (when we first met) that i was an indigo child, i myself am very perceptive and psychic. i was also told that when i'm
depressed (i'm prone to severe depression) that i have a sort of psychic-vampire effect and cause people around me to become depressed, irritable and
i also feel that fueling the 'machine' was never the way to go for me. and so i'm aspiring to be an artist, not to be famous, but to affect people in
a positive manner as i feel that that is the highest achievement an artist can gain.
Concerning alcohol, i despise it. Always have and i figure i always will. i don't really see th point in any mind altering substance to be honest. The
mind is at it's most wonderfully messed up when you're sober.
edit on 7-4-2011 by ZombieFinny because: adding age
7-4-2011 by ZombieFinny because: adding opinion on human behavior