Okay this is probably going to make you angry at first but please hear me out. PLEASE
Let’s see my daughter is going to be 14 in Oct so about 13 years ago I became very ill and all the doctors could come up with was that because I had
a 9month old, a one year old and a two year old was I was beyond stressed out.
The only problem was I absolutely with out a doubt in my entire being LOVED being a mother! I cherished everyday with them and although all three
where hyper from day one and it would occasionally push me a little to far; it took all of two minutes to remember that they are “babes” they need
to be guided and away any stress went!
Now as time went on I became more and more ill it got to the point where I was having what they called “hyperventilation syndrom” of course from
having three babies and super stress mind you. Well about 8 months of this and I went down hill fast I was having my so called hyperventilation
syndrome at 16 hour long intervals with oxygen depravation to boot. Then it came to not being able to stay hydrated or keep food down at all it just
kept coming in waves all day long. I was pushed from one doctor to the next with none of them being able to come up with anything other than I was
“stressed out” when I WASN’T! I finally came to a female doctor who took the time to run some actual test’s. It turned out I had a toxic
fungal lung infection coming from my HOME that had gone on to being life threatening with out a doubt! I had also had a stroke during the time she was
treating me from the heavy burden it was putting on my body. I was AT DEATHS DOOR, I couldn’t walk the 15 feet from the couch to the bathroom with
out having to sit in a chair for 5 minutes half way there, I couldn’t eat with out vomiting, nor could I seem to get any liquids at all to stay down
for more than 30 minutes. She was truly worried that if we didn’t find the cause I was going to die .Well on yet another visit in to see her I had
one of my hyperventilation attacks” turned out I had some very SEVERE asthma. The infection that we had started to treat had destroyed the lower
third of my left lung and scared my bronchial tubes on both sides in the most terrible way. IT WAS PERMANENT all I could do from that point on was try
and deal with the symptoms till I could figure out a way to live with it. During this time I had also developed something they call agoraphobia/panic
disorder, not fun let me tell you what. Having sudden feelings of intense PANIC over take you that weren’t lasting the regular 4 minutes or less
they would last hours on end! Leaving me totally spent and unable to much of anything at all. By this time my children had grown to be about 3,4 and
5. I became desperate and began looking everywhere I could to find help. My own mind had come to the point of not being able to grasp my previous
above average IQ, I was constantly living in a state of confusion and half the time I didn't know what was going on all this due to the many
medication they had me taking. (It was up to 21 prescription and over the counter pills two and three times a day!)
It was about that time a friend told me about “Doreen Virtue” and I began to study what she was about and the thing’s she was teaching people. I
decided to contact her and ask her to help because after all EVERY doctor I had seen could do nothing but throw even more pills at me and say there
was nothing more they could do. I had to learn to live with being homebound and in bed 80% of my life!
So off went an email and several letter’s to miss virtue....my reply you might ask? Well the first email came back asking me to pay up wards of
1500 dollars to come to a “work shop” she was holding in San Diego.(to learn how to "talk" to angels and use her special angel cards)
I told them I could not handle traveling as of that time I was still very ill and not able to even go to the grocery store let alone make t to the
end of my driveway....there response you ask? Pay 500 dollars an hour to “talk” to her!
Yes I was crushed it was all about nothing but money. But when I asked how someone who was so into making the world a better place and waking people
up to their inherent potential could be so vain when it came to this matter of money I was rebuked like no other! She is a very busy woman and
charging SO much money was a away to make sure her time wasn’t “WASTED”. BULLOCKS
Once the angel channeling and teaching people to use cards started to die down she came up with the indigo children and all....she even started making
new decks of her special cards that where for the "person only" who bought them; to use for the betterment of other’s. It went on and on.
More things to buy more money to shell out for things that frankly DIDN’T WORK! I even joined a chat group that was run by her and her "personal
helpers". I had befriended one of them named Betsy. This woman had a heart of gold and would everyday pray with me begging for some intervention so
that I could at least get well enough to enjoy my children. Guess what during this time I had found out that her husband was leaving her because she
had spent upwards of 10,000 dollars of her own personal money to go and “help” miss “virtue” run her 1500 dollar classes. She paid her own way
EVERY TIME.(while never being PAID although miss “virtue” was making loads of money mind you!)
This was the clincher for me it became so painfully obvious that I had wasted many years of my life and 600 dollars following a hack who had actually
been a reporter of all things before she became a counselor then an “angelic guide given information by the angels themselves"!
Like many before her she had started out with good intentions but had fallen victim to the all mighty greed for dollars! I let Betsy know how I felt
as I am a very honest person and left for good. I set out on my own to investigate what was going on with me and found all the answer’s I needed to
get off all the med’s. (which they had told me to stop taking by the way right from the begining. Yeah I am at deaths door and I should stop
suddenly taking the med's that where keeping me breathing)
What did I find?
I found out that I was yet again having SEIZURE’S and I had a form of ASTHMA that caused my bronchial tubes to spasm and basically lock up after a
short time. I wasn’t overly stressed I didn’t have agoraphobia/panic disorder, I didn’t need to pay some greedy woman a few grand to help me. I
needed to change the way I lived period!
Now mind you this was after 10 YEARS of searching in ALL the wrong place’s. I have all those gift’s you talk about and many more that I wouldn’t
admit to if you put a gun to my head. But according to your miss “virtue” I was not able to contain more than two at the most as NO ONE can harbor
all the gifts inherent to the human being. So needless to say upon setting out on my own and looking into studies about my illness and also my
gift’s I came to realize that all I needed was to do it my way and see if I could come out of it with out 21 different medicines!
Now here today right now I take three medicine's: two for epilepsy and one for asthma. I go anywhere I want and do anything I want and the only
inhibitor is that I am not allowed to drive. NOT a problem my husband will drive me where ever I want to go as long as he never again has to do the
I also found out something’s along the way that may help you and other’s. I will write them into the next post as this one is overly long and my
son needs some help with the plugged up kitchen sink right now..... be back in a few with the rest.
[edit on 2-6-2009 by xoxo stacie]